Near Death Epiphanies

➡ A woman shares her near-death experience due to meningitis, during which she felt she was in two worlds at once. She saw her deceased loved ones and felt evaluated by a group of unknown people. After agreeing to do an unspecified task for them, she was miraculously healed. This experience led her to believe in the existence of the spirit and its ability to move on after death.
➡ A woman recounts her near-death experience after being struck by lightning, describing a journey through a beautiful garden and meeting loved ones who had passed away, including her two brothers. She experiences a life review without judgment, and encounters a loving presence she identifies as God, who imparts wisdom and knowledge to her. She also meets Jesus, who reassures her of his love and presence. The woman is then shown the vastness of the universe, and upon her return, she gains the ability to communicate with those who have crossed over.
➡ The text describes a profound spiritual experience where the speaker is guided by three beings through a review of their life, highlighting their mistakes and achievements. They are told they will be reincarnated to learn lessons they missed in their current life, which initially angers them. However, they agree to return, provided they are taught how to live better and share this knowledge with others. Upon returning, they develop heightened intuition, clairvoyance, and a deep connection with nature, guided by a guardian angel named Metatron, who helps them understand their experience and fulfill their mission of sharing their newfound wisdom.
➡ A man named Jeff underwent a profound spiritual transformation that changed his life. He learned to use his spiritual gifts, including the power of positive thinking and intention, to influence his reality. One significant event was when he used meditation to communicate with his comatose nephew, convincing him to return to life, which he did. Jeff now uses his experiences and knowledge to help others, emphasizing the importance of positive self-talk, visualization, and faith in manifesting desired outcomes.
➡ Jeff Cleckley invites everyone to connect with him on Facebook and his website, where he shares more about his experiences and beliefs. He appreciates the platform for allowing him to share his story and encourages others to realize their own power. He also recommends checking out Green Mountain Greenery for products intended to promote love and healing, and thedisclosurehub.com for more insightful content. He ends by expressing gratitude and wishing peace for everyone.
➡ A man named Jeffrey Olson shares his near-death experience after a tragic car accident that took the lives of his wife and youngest son. He describes feeling immense guilt and regret, but also a sense of peace and comfort as he felt surrounded by light and the presence of his deceased wife. This experience led him to a profound realization about the importance of cherishing every moment with loved ones. He also shares a previous encounter with God, where he was reassured that he is not defined by the negative labels others have placed on him.
➡ A man named Jeff recounts his near-death experience after a car accident, where he had a profound conversation with his deceased wife, urging him to return to their son. He also experienced a deep understanding of everyone around him in the hospital. After a long recovery, he was welcomed home by his son, who showed unconditional love despite his father’s physical condition. Jeff learned the importance of cherishing every day and expressing love to others, a lesson he shares with others.
➡ Andy describes a near-death experience where he felt himself leave his body and enter a tunnel of light. He saw his past lives on screens and felt a deep understanding of others’ feelings during those moments. He felt welcomed and loved by a bright light and other lights, feeling at home and knowing everything. Despite wanting to stay, he was sent back to his body, remembering every detail of the experience.
➡ The text is about two individuals, Andy and Penny Whitbro, who both had near-death experiences. Andy spent years trying to understand his experience, which he described as being in the light and feeling like everything on Earth is an illusion. Penny, a nurse, had an allergic reaction that led to her near-death experience. She described being in complete darkness and feeling claustrophobic. Both experiences had a profound impact on their lives.
➡ A person describes a surreal experience where they felt lost in a dark, timeless place. They discovered they could move towards a distant light, which revealed a scene of them in a hospital bed. They then encountered a comforting spirit, who they recognized as their deceased grandmother. This spirit helped them cast away the darkness, and they experienced a powerful presence they identified as God, who showed them the impact of their past actions.
➡ A nurse, despite her troubled past and lack of attentiveness, chose to dedicate her life to helping others. The speaker realizes that her negative thoughts about the nurse were harmful and decides to focus on the nurse’s positive aspects. After a near-death experience, the speaker feels a divine presence and receives a message to share with the world. She also recounts another woman’s near-death experience involving a lightning strike, where the woman experiences an otherworldly garden and encounters her deceased grandfather.
➡ A woman recounts her near-death experience, where she spent what felt like two weeks in a personal version of heaven, receiving information about her future and the world. She was given the choice to stay or return to her life, with the warning that her return would be painful. Upon returning, she found she could predict future events through her dreams, causing strain in her personal life. Despite the accuracy of her predictions, she struggles with the purpose and implications of her newfound ability.
➡ The speaker shares their experiences of vivid nightmares that predict real-life disasters, including a plane crash and an earthquake. They also discuss their belief in life after death, based on these experiences and a near-death experience they had. They emphasize that our actions in life impact our afterlife, and that life on Earth is challenging but necessary. The speaker also shares a story of another person’s near-death experience, which involved a life review where they felt the emotions of people they had interacted with in life.

Alright, so one of my secret weapons, it’s simply a mindset. So basically when you’re in a really crappy situation or things look really bleak or really overwhelming, go to the worst place you can in your mind, right? It’ll remind you that what you’re going through really isn’t that bad because there’s always going to be something worse. It works for me. I don’t know if it works for everybody, but that being said, I think these videos that I have for you, these near death experiences, really, really remove the fear of death that you have in your heart.

At least while you’re watching it or for a little while after. You may have to come back and watch them again if you start to lose the mindset because we all have habitual thought processes. Anyways, check out these hand picked over time near death experiences and hopefully will give you some insight into where we’re all going to be hanging out next. I have always suffered from migraine headaches. So I had laid down one night thinking that I had a severe migraine and I just didn’t get out of bed again. I was really, really, really sick and I couldn’t speak.

Everything was coming out like Alphabet soup. You couldn’t understand what I was saying. I was alone in my home, both of my parents were crossed over. Any family that I had was hours from me. So I was literally alone with my five year old child. To this day, I don’t know how long I was actually laying in my bed for. And when I was in that state, a friend of mine texted me on a whim, someone I hadn’t spoken with in a couple of years, I want to say. And she just asked me if I was okay at like 2 in the morning and I texted her.

I was able to text. I texted her back help. In between the time of me texting her help and the time that she arrived at my house, I kept having this reoccurring dream. I kept seeing my mom by my bedside and she’s sitting next to me. I’m 8 years old, I’m back in time, I’m 8. My mom was a single mom and you know, we would stay home alone when we were really little if we were sick. And I kept seeing her and she would say, Carolyn, touch your chin to your neck, okay? And we called it the chin check.

When we were little. We had no idea why she would ask us to touch our chin to our neck if we had a sore throat when we were. She kept telling me to do that over and over. Again. And so I’m sitting up in my head. I’m seeing myself as I’m eight, and I’m touching my chin to my neck, you know, and I’m fine. And she gives me a kiss on my head and she says, okay. And she goes to work. Well, this time I’m just seeing this replay over and over and over again in my head.

And finally I hear her clear as day. And she says, carolyn, sit up and touch your chin to your neck. And I’m like, oh, okay. It registers. So I sit up and I try and I can’t. And I start projectile vomiting. I know it’s gross. I don’t know what’s going on with me, right? But I can’t. It’s like my head’s fused, right? So then I. I see an ambulance in my head. She brings it to the forefront of my mind and then she says, clear as day, she goes, meningitis right in my ear. And I’m like, I don’t know.

At this point, I don’t know what meningitis is. I was completely ignorant to the disease. I had no idea. And I lay back down and I don’t remember anything till I’m in the hospital. I guess I’ve been there for about eight hours in the er, they couldn’t figure out what’s going on with me. I’m dry heaving and stuff. I can’t get out any words. Finally, I must drop the word meningitis. And the nurse comes in and says, what did you say? And I say it again, and she’s like, we didn’t even think of that, right? So they tapped my spine and I did have two strains of it.

So I was in isolation, had the heart stent in the whole nine yards. My heartbeat was down to 31 beats a minute. They’re literally like, you’re not going to survive this, right? Because nothing was helping. The only thing that would give me any relief, and this is going to sound kind of corny, but the only thing that would give me relief is my son. When he came in the room after a few days of isolation, they brought him in and my heartbeat raised to 61 beats a minute. So it was like when they took him away, it would drop.

When they brought him in, it would raise. And it’s just that power of love, just the fact that he depends so strongly on me. It’s like just that alone is powerful enough. So I’m laying there in the hospital bed and I keep crossing over. It was kind of like I was in between two worlds at the same time. I was, like, one foot in and one foot out the whole time I was there. And as I’m going slipping back in between the worlds, I’m seeing my mom, I’m seeing my dad, I’m seeing my friends who’ve passed over.

So I’m, like, really ecstatic. Like, I’m seeing all these people that I haven’t seen in a while. So happy to see them, and they’re just hanging out. There’s all these people I didn’t know as well, and it was as though they were waiting for me to be birthed into the next world. I’m watching all this, but I couldn’t. At that moment. I wasn’t exchanging words. I was watching them, and I could hear them, but I couldn’t speak to them. Okay, so it was like, I’m. I’m there, but I’m not. There’s a committee of people, probably about 30 people, and there’s one person that I was focused on.

It was a female, and she had silver hair, and she was in the center. And they’re just all looking at me, like, evaluating me. It. It felt like I was being evaluated. Like I’m just being stared at. They were speaking, and I could not understand what they were saying. It was really quiet. And I just asked them, please let me stay for my son. And the woman turned to the person next to her and spoke, and then turned back to me and said, yes, if you do this work for us. Without moving her mouth. Okay? So she spoke to me without moving her lips, and I heard her, and she said, if you do this work for us.

And I said, yes. And I had no clue what I was agreeing to. It was just like a very absolute feeling, like, well, duh, of course. Like, I’ll do anything, because I just wanted to stay with my son, you know? And they all gathered back together, and they came to this huge white light, and they moved from my feet through my body and up through my head, and I was completely healed. It was on 1111, 11, and I was 100% cured. And they have no idea how. My brain was swollen, my spine was swollen. That’s what happens with the illness.

And I’m sure there’s science behind it. That’s all I can say. I’m sure that it has something to do with energy, with science, everything like that. But I feel like my brain was rewired in a way, as odd as that might sound. And the rewiring or the refactoring of it to Help me to communicate and be normal again. To not have missing limbs, to not be brain dead, to not be handicapped. I mean, that took a lot of energy and effort on their behalf, and I owe my life to them. I’m a huge skeptic. I’m somebody who’s always been skeptical.

I could never adhere to one religion. I was always like, I believe in God and everything, but it’s like, I couldn’t. I was always questioning everything. Whenever I would believe in something, I’d also question it. And I believe in science as well. And I read a lot, and I believe in energy. We’re a material world. We are. We’re meat. That’s what we are. We’re me. And meat goes bad, but the spirit doesn’t. The spirit moves on. So after I came out of the hospital, I knew what I was seeing. I knew I was seeing spirit, okay? And I knew because everybody who I ran into that I gave a reading to confirmed, oh, that is so and so.

And this is exactly how they died. And I knew it. I needed a doctor to tell me, yep, that’s exactly what it is. And it’s funny, I needed. I needed that validation. I needed a doctor. I needed science to say, carolyn, we can’t explain this, but you’re not crazy. And so, you know, I went and I spilled the bean. I didn’t hold back anything. I was like, here, if you think I’m crazy, like, if there’s something wrong here because I had the meningitis, tell me, let’s fix it. I went to a cancer doctor. Her loved ones came through.

When I was sitting in her office, she’s like, you speak to people who are crossed over. Like, I don’t know what else to say, you know, like, you don’t have cancer. You know, I went to a psychologist, and when he was asking me questions, I gave him a rating. I went to my family practitioner, and he’s like, well, what do you see? You know? And I’m like, well, I see your dad in India, and you didn’t make it to his funeral. He wants to tell you that you need to forgive yourself because you’re busy. And, you know, he liked the blanket that you sent him.

Every doctor that I spoke with, their loved ones came through. And so they all gave me a clean bill of health. Things happen. It’s not all perfect. I mean, this is all one big classroom. You know, bad stuff is supposed to happen so that we can recognize the good and learn. In 2005, I was sitting out back on the Back stairs behind my house. And it started to rain. I’m talking on a cordless phone, and I heard thunder. And then a loud crack. And the lightning bolt, I saw it come out of the sky and it hit my right arm.

And after it did that, it passed through my body and it traveled underneath the house and it hit the transformer in front of our house. And when the lightning hit me, I felt this burning, searing, agonizing pain that lasted for only a minute, but it seemed like eternity, it was so painful. And then all of a sudden, I’m peeling up out of my body, just peeling right up out of myself. And I found myself going into the house. And at this time, I did not know I was dead. So I’m walking through my house, and I’m in the kitchen, and I look around, and everything has a burnt gold look to it.

And as I’m looking around, I see the curtains on the windows by the sink. And I noticed that those curtains weren’t my curtains. And I continued to look around, and I noticed that the dining room furniture wasn’t my furniture. And I was very confused at the moment. I had no idea that I was dead still. And I didn’t know that was my house, but I didn’t know whose furniture it was. I knew how to get around in the house. The rooms all looked the same, but the furniture was all different. And just about the time that I started to panic, there was this huge, huge, loving presence that was with me.

And he filled me full of disrespectful. The deep, deep sense of love and compassion. And I was no longer afraid. And we started moving very quickly, sideways. We did not move up, we didn’t move down. We went laterally, and we started moving very quickly through these beautiful pink and gold clouds. And as we got to the end of the clouds, there was this magnificent garden. And just as we got to the entrance of the garden, there were these two young men that stepped forward. And at first I thought that they were angels because they were just literally glowing.

And then it hit me that it wasn’t. They weren’t angels. They were my two brothers who had died when they were babies. And I was only a baby myself, so I didn’t. You know, I’d never met them, but it was an instant knowing. And we had this wonderful family reunion with the hugs and, you know, the tears. And it was. I was so happy to see them. And I kept telling them that they look just like dad and that dad would be so proud of them. So as we Were talking and, you know, hugging and having our reunion.

We were walking further into the garden and I noticed that I could feel the grass on my feet. And it was soft. The air was sweet and crisp. And the colors were so rich and so vibrant. And then there were colors that I didn’t even have names for. And as we’re walking further into the garden, I noticed that there was a whole bunch of people that gathered around me. And they were from all different time periods. Some of the women were in these beautiful gowns, and some of the men were in fancy suits. And then there were other people that were dressed in different types of clothes.

They were from all different time periods. And I knew who they were and they knew me, but I didn’t know where I knew them from. And everyone that I saw was glowing. They were literally glowing sort of from the inside out. And I didn’t see anyone that was over the age of late 20s or early 30s. There were no old people, no sick people, nobody crying, nobody in pain or suffering. As everybody was gathering around me, this huge loving presence that was beside me moved from beside me to behind me. And then my two brothers were one on either side of me.

And then all these other people gathered around and it was time for my life review. It was like a screen had come down and I was watching this old fashioned movie on an old fashioned movie reel. And it was moving very quickly. And it was my life from the time I was a baby until the time I died that day in the background backyard. And I watched it and it seemed like it was over really, really fast. And I had no sense of judgment. I had no sense of. Of anything, except I thought it was really short.

And I thought, wow, something’s missing. And my life must have been really boring because that was over very quick. I’d always been taught that there was judgment, and that did not happen. There was no judgment. I was just loved so completely and I was so accepted. And I had never experienced any of that before. And it was just such huge love. And so I learned God didn’t judge me. That huge, loving presence that was behind me was what, as I knew, was God. And then my brothers and all of those people, they just loved me. There wasn’t anybody judging me or condemning me or anything like that.

And then I heard a male voice say, what you put out into the universe will come back to you. And I had never heard words like that before, so I didn’t know what that meant. And there was a sense of like, I was hooked up to A giant IV bottle of knowledge. It was like having one aha moment after another. I was being infused with this divine wisdom and this knowledge. At that point I saw Jesus coming out of the grove of trees and he walked up to me. And when he walked up to me, my two brothers disappeared.

I have no idea where they went. And so he smiled at me. And I was just in awe of him. He was so beautiful. And he said to me, and this was my first clue that I was going to be sent back. But it went over my head. I didn’t pick up on it. But he said to me, I love you. I’m with you. Don’t be afraid. And then he walked with me over to this beautiful wooded glen and there was a stream. And next to the stream there was a log that was laying down on the ground.

And I could see the pine cones and the pine needles and there were these little blue flowers that were popping up through the pine needles. And I sat down on the log and when I did, Jesus walks away. And there was a man sitting on the other end of the log. And I knew that man was God. He had this stick and he was kind of, you know, playing with the pine needles or doodling in the grass or ground or dirt or whatever. And he looked over at me and, and he said, what would you do if it was just me and you? And I was like, what? I.

I didn’t understand the question. And he smiled at me and he said, what would you do if it was just me and you? And I still didn’t get the question. He smiled at me again and he stood up and he said, come with me. So I got up and we walked further into the wooded glen and there was a clearing. And at the clearing he kind of waved his hand. And when he did that, the sky kind of opened up and I could see the vastness of the universe. I could see the, the rainbow colored gases and the spinning planets and the sparkling stars.

But there weren’t any people. There were no trees, no cars, no houses, nothing. It was just all of that. And so I looked at God and I said, no, because if it’s all of that and me and you, you would be tired of me after the first 10 minutes and you wouldn’t like me anymore because of all of my questions and my chatter. And he threw his head back and when he did, his eyes sparkled like diamonds and his laugh was very infectious. And so I started laughing at myself. And I thought, oh my word, what a thing to say to God.

You can Tell God no. So we went back and we sat back on the log and he asked me again, he said, what would you do if it was just me and you? No parents, no husband, no children, no friends, nobody. Just me and you. Well, I still didn’t know how to properly answer that question. God was. Was letting me know. I don’t make mistakes. I don’t make junk. And you are not all of the things that the people on this world has told you to believe you are. I had my whole adult life, I was told I was fat, I was ugly, I was stupid, and I was believing it.

And. And God was saying, no, I didn’t make you that way. You are not all the things that the world tells you you are. And it was such a huge revelation in my mind that I was not all of those things, that God did not see me that way. And then after that, I was sent back to my body. And I remember waking up next to the stairs. And the stairs that I was sitting on had char marks, black char marks on them where I was sitting. And the phone I was talking on was charred black.

And it was across the yard. And when I got back into my body, it was the most painful thing. It was horrific. Just that burning, searing, agonizing, horrible pain that was in my arm and going across my chest. And I have medical documentation of. I have a right bundle branch block in my heart and I have a seizure condition from the lightning strike. So that’s basically. Hi there. My name is Jeffrey Olson and I’m here to share my near death experience. I’m a pretty simple guy. Gosh. I grew up on a family farm. You know, I was working in the agency business.

My wife was a high school teacher. And we had these two beautiful boys. And we had actually gone on vacation. We had gone away for the Easter weekend. We lived in the northern mountains of Utah and we’d taken a road trip to the southern part of Utah with all the red rocks and arches and all the beautiful things that you can see in a short distance in the state of Utah. And we actually had gone to southern Utah to visit my wife’s folks, her family, her mom and dad, and her grandma and grandpa. And we’d had a wonderful visit.

And we had celebrated the Easter weekend and Monday rolled around and it was time to go back to work. And we had about a four and a half, five hour drive ahead of us. And so we had breakfast, we hugged everyone, and I knew I was going to miss half the day of work, if not the whole day. But we had said our goodbyes. We’d hugged everybody. I’d put the kids in their car seats in the back seat, and Tamara and I jumped in, and we were just pulling away from the curb, you know, and there was Grandma and Grandpa, her parents waving, you know, on the front porch like they do.

And as I began to pull away, Tamara said, wait, wait, stop. And I thought she had forgotten something. And I stopped the car, and she looked at me, and she said, I just want to say goodbye to mom and dad one more time. And in that moment, I thought, gosh, you know women. I mean, we. We’ve loaded the car. We’ve got to get on our way. But I noticed as she jumped out of the car and she ran up to her mom and dad, and she hugged them both. And she not only hugged them, but I noticed she.

That she kissed them. She kissed both her mom and dad, and then joyfully came and jumped in the car and buckled up, and away we went. Now, I share that for this specific reason, somewhere she had a whisper. Somewhere she just had that, wait, stop. I’ve got to go hug mom and dad one more time. And I bring that up because I think we all get those. I’ve learned over the years to become very conscious of that when you get that little hit, that little whisper, hey, I’ve just got to go do this. I’m so grateful that Tamara did that, that she said, stop, wait.

I’ve got to go say goodbye to mom and dad. Because as the day played out, that was the last goodbye. She jumped in the car, and I hit the interstate, and I cranked the cruise control up to 75 miles an hour, which is as fast as I could legally go. And I was hustling to get back, you know, get back to work, get back to the office, get back to our lives after this break. And, you know, all that chitter chatter that goes on in your head. As I was racing up the freeway and thinking about all those things, I happened to just look in the rear view mirror.

And as I glanced in the rear view mirror, my youngest son, Griffin, he caught my eye. And I noticed he was sound asleep in his car seat. And even in that glance, it’s almost like time stood still. You know, I just. I was overcome with, wow, there he is. A miracle. We were told we may never have more children, and there he is. And I noticed details. You know, I noticed how his hands were laid on the car seat, you know, tray. And I noticed how long his eyelashes were. In a moment, just in that glance, I saw that and I felt him.

And then I heard the laughter and playing. My 7 year old son, my oldest, was playing with action figures in the back seat behind me and making all the joyful noise of a little boy. And I just thought, wow, how did we get so lucky? At the same time, I just glanced at Tamara, my wife, who had also reclined her seat back and she was sound asleep, but she was still holding onto my hand. And I thought, wow, we’re 10 years into a marriage and she’s still holding my hand. I became aware of that, but it was this absolute moment of gratitude, this surreal glance in the rearview mirror and seeing what I was surrounded by and being extremely grateful.

And it was about an hour after that that it all came apart. I think one of the most difficult things about telling this story is I believe I may have dozed off at the will. I might have just nodded off briefly like that. And at any rate, I swerved to the right, I overcorrected to the left and I lost control of the vehicle and it flipped and began to roll, not off the road, but down the road. And it was a horrific automobile accident. And the first thing I heard was my 7 year old, my oldest son, crying hysterically in the backseat.

And my thought was, I’ve got to get to my boy. I’ve got to get to my son. And that’s when I realized that I could not move. I was unaware of my injuries, actually. Both of my legs had been crushed and shattered. My left leg was eventually above the knee. My back had been broken in two places. My right arm had almost been torn completely off. The seat belt had cut through me and ruptured all my insides. My rib cage had been damaged and my lungs were collapsing. I’ve got to get to my boy. I can hear my son, he’s crying.

And yet that’s when the reality hit, the horrible reality that no one else was crying. And I became aware at the scene of the accident that both Tamara, my wife, and Griffin, my youngest son, were gone. They were instantly in the crash. That’s the darkest hell a man could ever be in. Half the family’s gone and I’m aware of that. And I was driving the car. The guilt, the regret that I just, I wanted those three seconds back. What happened? What happened? It felt like this has got to be a nightmare. But it was not. And what happened is in that chaotic darkness, suddenly light came.

And when I say that, it felt as if light came to me. It felt as if light came and Surrounded me and literally was comforting me in this horrific situation. And then suddenly I could breathe. And I began. It felt as if I was rising above the accident scene. And I kept thinking, how can I be okay? Because it felt like, wow, I’m okay, I’m. I can breathe. The pain is gone. I’m very conscious, super conscious. I believe what was happening is my soul had left my body, but here I was in this light, wondering, how can I possibly be okay? And then Tamara, my wife, who I knew, I knew she was dis at the scene.

Suddenly she was in this light with me, right there, right with me. And there was no injuries or trauma. She was gorgeous, she was radiant and she was communicating to me. She kept saying, jeff, you can’t be here. You can’t be here. You got to go back. You got to go back. You can’t come. You’ve got to go back. And she was emotional and emphatic about it. And I was still kind of searching for my bearings here, like, what’s going on? But we literally had a conversation. We had the conversation about if I stayed with her, our son would be orphaned.

And we literally made the choice that I was coming back. And we have no idea how powerful our thoughts are, you know, as we made that choice and I said the most profound goodbye I’ll ever say. I didn’t have to figure out how to come back. It was in making the choice. Our thoughts are so powerful suddenly in saying that goodbye and choosing on going back. I found myself wandering around a hospital. When I say wandering around, moving about freely. Now here’s the interesting thing. I have no concept of time in this light, if you will.

You know, I later found out that other drivers stopped at the scene. Spencer, my 7 year old, was banged up pretty good, but he physically walked away from the accident. I mean, he was, he was banged up physically, but he was okay. I think he bruised his ribs and he’d cracked his wrist, but emotionally, he thought the whole family was gone. I had to be extricated from the car. And because of my injuries, I was airlifted or life flighted to the nearest level one trauma center. I knew none of that. And as I moved about, I encountered the nurses and the doctors and the other patients and the families of the patients.

Everything in a hustling, bustling, level one trauma emergency setting. It’s difficult to know the words to use. As I encountered them, I knew them perfectly. Even if they. They were strangers, perhaps in this realm. But everyone I saw, I knew them perfectly. I knew their love I knew their hate. I knew their motivations, I knew their challenges, I knew their thoughts, I knew their decisions and choices. I knew them as well as I knew myself. I’m going in, I’m going into the body. Boom. Then I was back in the body, but back to the grief, the pain and the regret and the guilt and the trauma.

But I had another profound out of body or near death experience. And it was one night when I finally laid on my side and I fell into a deep, peaceful sleep. And I’m in so much trouble. My little boy’s here because I crashed the car. You know, his life was cut short because I dozed off and I lost control. And all that guilt was coming up as I held him, weeping now with his presence coming closer and closer and closer. And I had the thought, I hope there’s some way I can be forgiven. And as I had that thought, this presence had come so close and this almost felt physical that I just felt these divine arms just wrap around and hold me and my little boy and I just began to weep.

And with that thought, I hope I can be forgiven. There was this download of information, of peace, of love. The first thing that was communicated is there’s nothing to forgive. Everything is in perfect divine order. And then I had what I’ve learned is called the life review. I began to see my life. You know, I saw my parents divorce and what that did to me, it made me so insecure in my self doubt and my not enoughness. And I saw my brothers and the role they played in my life as my best friends and my heroes.

And I saw things even when I’d say, oh, that, that was a mistake, I didn’t mean to do that. And this beautiful being that held me said, there are no mistakes. What did you learn? And this beautiful being that held me said, that’s your judgment of it, not ours. I was able to kiss my little boy and I handed him back just I was never going to be the same. And I kept worrying, how is he going to deal with this? How is he going to accept me? And as we pulled up to the house, there was my son, 7 years old, looking out the window, watching as his uncles, you know, my brothers lifted me out of the car and into the car, into the wheelchair.

And I kept thinking, how’s he going to deal with this? How is he going to accept me? And I began to navigate my way. They had built a ramp for me and they were insistent that I become independent. I had to drive that wheelchair into the house and Spencer, my 7 year old, came running out the door and he came running toward me and he ran right past me. And I thought, well, that, that’s it. This is too much for him to see me like this and to be on his turf now this, it’s just too much.

He’s got to process this. And I continued to navigate the wheelchair and go to the ramp and I was turning the wheelchair to go up the ramp and I, you know, looked over my shoulder to see where he had gone. And then I heard him. And what he had done is he had run across the street and he was knocking on all the neighbors doors and he began to shout, come out, come out, my dad has made it home. Come and see my dad. And I burst into tears again. And he made the rounds, hollering. And then he came and he did throw himself on my lap, which just about killed because I still had all the sutures from the abdominal repair.

And he threw his arms around my neck and I, I told him, look, I’m going to work really hard to get well, but I’m going to be like this for a while. Are you going to be okay now? He’s a grown man now. It’s been 25 years, but we still laugh about what he said. He said, dad, if you were nothing but a puddle of blood, I would still love you. And that’s been true. The near death experience has taught me that what’s important is the life experience. You know, you don’t have to have a horrible accident and lose half your family to realize, wow, let’s make the best of today.

Because maybe we don’t get tomorrow. Tell the people you love that you love them. Smile at that stranger pitch in, Be more kind, be more you. And simply be the highest manifestation of you. There can be light, said Andy. Remember, everything on the planet is an illusion. It isn’t real. Reality is in the light. When you’re on Earth, it’s like being in a Broadway play and there are 8 billion actors and everybody’s doing their part. But that’s not reality. My name is Andy Petro. I’m probably one of the oldest people here. In fact, I’m gonna be 84 sometime next week.

I don’t think of that date anymore because it doesn’t mean much to me. But anyway, let me go back to the story. It was a few days before graduation from high school. We went as a class to a lake outside of Detroit. I’m swimming out to the raft to where my friends are. There’s a floating Platform out there. And about halfway there, I get really bad cramps and I can’t kick anymore. And then I’m starting to. Starting to drown. I go down one time. I’m struggling to get up to the top. I reach to the top.

I look over. I can see my friends on the platform. I’m waving to them, but I can’t stay above the water. They’re waving back, thinking I’m playing a game. And then I’m sinking down. From that point on, I never came to the surface again. As I’m going down deeper and deeper into the lake, it’s getting really very, very cold. This is June, and lakes in Michigan in June don’t know about summer. It’s still really, very cold. And I’m shivering and shaking. And I’m to. Going, falling, falling deeper and deeper. And all of a sudden, I can feel the weeds at the.

In my feet as they’re going deeper. And now I can’t see anymore. I don’t know it’s. If it’s because my eyes shut off or because it was really that dark. And then finally I hit the bottom of the lake. And I hit in a sitting position. And I’m sitting there and I say, oh, this is great. Now I can just use my hands to push me up. And as I’m pushing down, my hands now get stuck in the mud. And now I’m there in terrible pain, frightened to the. Frightened to death. And then I hear this voice.

Someone’s talking to me in my head. And the voice says, andy, you have to relax and let go for just a minute. And I said, no, I can’t. I gotta get. I need one breath of air. That’s all I need. And then. Then the voice says to me, no, Andy, you have to relax. You have to stop. You have to let go. And then I said to the voice in my head, okay, I’ll let go. But do you promise to let me continue to fight? And the light says, yes, okay, we promise. And then I let go.

And the minute the form I formed the word go in my head, I popped out of my body. Frozen, cold, shivering, shaking. And in a minute, what I call a moment of no time. I’m now in a tunnel. And I’m looking around, and I’m not cold. I’m not freezing. I can breathe. I’m in a body, but I don’t recognize the body. And I look around and I see that. I see down in the. In the. As I’m looking over to the left, I can see down at the bottom of the lake, there’s my body. And I’m saying, well, that’s strange, because I couldn’t see down there, but I see it.

And then I look away, and I was not concerned. And I turned in the other direction, and I see the tunnel. And at the end of the light of the tunnel is a bright light. And I said, look at the light. It’s so bright. I say to myself, you know, this thing should be burning my retinas. This is the brightest thing I could ever imagine. It’s like a thousand suns all exploding at the same time. And then I’m drawn. I’m pulled into the tunnel like. Like. Like by a gentle magnet. And I’m pulled into the tunnel.

And as I’m moving into the tunnel, I can feel a breeze on my face. And then at the next moment of no time, I’m now in a giant sphere in a ball the size of a basketball coliseum. And I’m hovering in the center of the. I’m hovering in the center of the ball. And next to me, I can’t see it, but I know it’s. There is the light. And the light and I are talking, not with my. Not with my mouth, because I don’t have a mouth anymore. I don’t have eyes, I don’t have ears, But I have things that allow me to communicate and to see and to hear and.

And we. And as I look on the inside of the giant ball, giant sphere are countless, maybe thousands, hundreds of thousands of, like, little TV sets or movie screens. And each one has a specific action that I had taken in one of my many lives. And if I’m. And. And as I looked at one, as soon as I would focus on one, I would immediately, almost magically be there. And now I was repeating what I was watching, but I was there. The difference is every time I re. Every time I relived one of my life experiences, I relived it in such a fashion that I knew and understood what everyone was thinking and how they were feeling about our interaction.

And then all of a sudden, again, in a moment of no time, I pop out of the sphere. And I’m in the tunnel now. And I’m getting very close to the light, and the light is in front of me now, and it’s like. It’s like a giant silhouette, like a. Like a target in a rifle range. And I was in a marine, so I understand what that. I understand what that target looks like. It was kind of like that. There was no gender to it. It was just a light, but it was very loving and warm and it was pulling me.

And as I got close to the light, the light said three things that I could understand and. And he said it in English because I could only understand English in my body at that time. And the light said to me, andy, don’t be afraid, Andy, I love you. And, Andy, we love you. And when the light said, andy, we love you, in back of the light, there were billions of other lights just like me, holographic pieces of the light. And they all said in one big course, andy, welcome home. And I can tell you that is the best I’ve ever felt, as in.

As I was in existence. It was so wonderful to be home. And at that point, when the lights. When the billions of other pieces of light said, andy, welcome home, I was absorbed into the light. I didn’t go into the light. I was absorbed into the light. And it was like. It was like if the. If the light was a large glass of water. Water, and if I. If Andy was a teaspoon of sugar and you put the sugar in the water and spin it around and then look at it. Where’s Andy? Everywhere. Where’s the light? Everywhere.

I became the light. I was not greater than the light. I was not lesser than the light. I was a holographic piece of the light. And. And I was ecstatic. I was. I’m. I’m. My whole body right now, as I am speaking, is filled with chills. I remember it as if it just happened 10 seconds ago, not 65 years ago. That feeling has never left me. And it has been the thing that has kept me going when I really felt that I didn’t belong coming back. But that’s. That’ll come up in a second. So then. So then the light says, andy, let’s go.

Do you have any questions for me? And my answer was, no, I don’t have any questions. Why? Because when I was absorbed by the light, I knew everything. Like, I knew everything. Yeah, come on. No, I did. I knew everything about everything. When I was in the light and we went around and the travel. Travel through universes, we. It seemed like I was there for maybe years in Earth time. I wasn’t. I was there for about 10 minutes because it took 10 or 15 minutes for somebody to find my body, bring me back up on shore.

I didn’t know any of that that was going on because I wasn’t there. The body was there, but I wasn’t home. I was in a light. And. And. And I’m Having so much fun in the life. It’s funny. And we were talking and laughing and. And we were talking about when we were looking, when I was. When we were. When we were viewing. When we were viewing my life in the. In the sphere of. Of the. Of the now. When we were viewing my life, we were laughing at. Andy, you spent so much of your time on all these planets being too serious.

Life is. Life is to be enjoyed. That’s why you’ve come to the various planets, to. To experience what you can experience in the light. Because in the light, there. There. There are no highs and lows. There are no fat and thin. There is no light and day. It’s all unconditional love that consumes you and absorbs you, and. And. And that is the pinnacle of what it feels like to be an entity. So then after that point in time, the light says to me, andy, it’s time to go back. It’s time to go back. No, no, no.

I said, no, no, no. I’m not going back. I’m sorry. The answer is no. And the light says, for the second time, Andy, you’re going back. And I said, excuse me. Excuse me. Did you hear what I said? I’m staying here. I’m home. Why would I ever want to go back? And the third time, the light said to me, andy, you’re going back. When I heard the K in back, I was stuffed back into my body, which now was no longer in the mud at the bottom of the lake, but was laying on the sand in the beach.

And during that entire process, from the moment I drowned until the moment I was stuffed back into my body, I never lost one second of consciousness. I have no voids, no dark spots. No, I can’t remember. I remember everything. Every moment, every second of that time. And now I’m in my body and I. And I start to cry, and all my classmates are around me. Oh, they’re so glad that I’m alive. I’m not that happy about it, but they’re so glad that. That. That I. That I didn’t die on. On. On senior picnic day. And. And so I look around and I say, why are you crying? And it must be pain.

Yeah. Yeah, it must be pain. So I said, well, tell me what happened? What do you remember? And I. And I said, my first great lie. I don’t remember a damn thing. It’s a complete blank. Because I couldn’t tell them about the light. I didn’t even know what it was. How am I going to explain that? I Was, I was born as a, brought up as a, as a, as a Catholic. I went to confession every week. I was a very, very religious and capital letters person. And when I’m in the light, what I saw and experienced in light did not correlate or relate at all to what I knew and what I was taught on earth.

So, okay, that’s it. I’m going. So I saw them. I said, well, okay, I know what will happen. I, I know that eventually I’ll forget about this. So I started a journey to forget. And I couldn’t forget. I dream about it every night. I could talk. I, I, I was, I was feeling like the phrase was, I felt like a stranger in a strange land. I didn’t belong here. I belong in the light. That’s what I can remember. That’s where I want to go. That’s where I want to be. Well, it’s been over 65 years and I’m still here.

What are you waiting for? Andy, I’m sorry. But, but, but, but that had, that, that is with me. That experience is with me 24, seven, all the time now. I spent those 25 years searching. I searched all the major religions. I did all, I did meditations, I did all types of yoga. I did everything I could to try to see if I could understand it. It wasn’t until I read Dr. Moody’s book that I said, ah, that’s what I had. Took me almost 30 years to figure out. I had a near death experience. But I had it so early in time, the words, the phrase, didn’t even exist until I read it in the book.

And so at that point in time, I’m saying, okay, now, now I know what it is. It still took me 10 or 15 years before I spoke about it the first time. I never told anyone for almost 40 years. And then I started talking about it. I, I found ions. I joined ions. I started doing TV shows, radio shows. But the point is. What’s the point? Point, Andy? The point is that that was such a wonderful, blissful thing. And the things that I remember from the light telling me, the light said, andy, remember, everything on the planet is an illusion.

It isn’t real. Reality is in the light. When you’re on Earth. It’s like being in a Broadway play and there are 8 billion actors and everybody’s doing their part. But that’s not reality. Reality only exists in the light. And so as I, as a stranger in a strange land, I’m saying that has really been the most significant thing I could have ever experienced of Earth dying because there is no death. Earth dying, going into the light and coming back. And even through all the years of trial and struggle and trying to understand. And in the back of my mind, in the back of my memory, in the back of forever, will be my near death experience, which has really made me who I am.

My name is Penny Whitbro, and in 2015, I had a near death experience when I had an allergic reaction and I quit breathing. So I had gone to the hospital, wasn’t sure what I was having a reaction to, and I had an EpiPen because I had an established allergy to shellfish, so I had to use that. I got to the hospital. The nurse that was there, I knew because I had worked at that hospital, and I was a little worried about the kind of care I would get, not necessarily from the hospital, but that particular nurse.

And so when I walked in, she said, you know, what do you need to be seen for? And I’m wheezing and looking up and I can’t breathe, and. And so I barely can speak. And I’m like, I’m having an allergic reaction. And. And I set the empty EpiPen on the counter so she could see that I had taken that. And she’s like, well, if you took that, why did you come here? And I thought, oh, great, you know, I’m going to die. Doesn’t even understand the basics of anaphysis. And to be fair, we don’t see a ton of it in the er, but we do see it.

So she takes me back and she says, you know, we don’t have a bed, so I’m going to put you in a wheelchair. They had a clean room, but not a bed. I’m like, I don’t need a bed. She’s like, no, no, you have to wait till we get a bed. So she puts me in a wheelchair and rolls me down this hallway that leads to the bathroom and the doctor’s sleeping quarters. So nobody’s down there. And I’m just sitting in this hall by myself where no one can see me. And it’s just getting worse and worse.

And I was having to look up to be able to breathe, and. And I thought, I’m going to die. And so luckily, EpiPens come in two packs. So I went ahead in the ER, gave myself my second dose, and that held me for, I don’t know, maybe another 15 minutes. And then I started having stridor, which is this really squeaky breathing sound you have as you’re airway closes and a doctor heard it, and she stuck her head down the hall, and she’s like, oh, my gosh. So she runs down the hall, gets the wheelchair, wheels me into the room that has a bed, and they get me up there.

And now, because I’m in anaphylaxis, my veins have all kind of flattened out. They can’t get an IV in me. It’s a very, very bad position to be in. She’s like, we’re going across the hall. And I thought, oh, no, they’re going to end up coding me, because that’s trauma, you know, And I worked there, so I know what the trauma room’s for. And I had nurses on either side trying to put IVs in, and they were all just really sketchy. I’m like, this thing’s not going to hold up. And they’re giving me shots of benefit shots of steroids and more up and more up.

And by the time my husband got there, he walked in, and I’m sitting straight up in the bed, looking up and just, you know, tears because I couldn’t breathe. And he gets the doctor. He’s like, you got to do something. She’s going to quit breathing. And the doctor’s like, oh, no, no. We’ve. We’ve got plenty of time. And I remember hearing that, and then everything kind of started feeling very. Like I was in a tunnel or something. Not like a tunnel of light, but if you’ve ever passed out, that kind of distant feeling where voices sound far away, and.

And I thought that this is it. And so I quit breathing, fell over, and they called the code, and I was out of my body at that point, looking down, and I didn’t recognize me. And I thought, oh, man, she’s in rough shape. She’s the one that’s coding. You know, I hope she does okay. And I saw everybody run in, and kind of as they were running in, my husband was being pushed out of the room. And that’s it, you know, I didn’t wake up. So they induced a coma and put me on the ventilator, put me on a Life FL to Lexington, put.

Drilled an IV into my shin, which I didn’t know could be done. Funny. As a nurse, you’d think I’d know that, but, yeah, they’ve got, like, a little Dremel, and they just screw that thing right into your shin bone, and they can give you that way. So that was good. So they take me off to Lexington, and I spend, I want to say, five days in an induced coma before I can come off the ventilator. But in that time, the first thing that happened was I kind of came back to. And I was in my sister’s car, and she lived in Wisconsin at the time, and she was driving to get to Kentucky, and it was pouring rain late at night, and I’m like, what is she doing out this late? The weather’s terrible.

You know, I wonder. Something’s happened to the kids. And. And so she pulls over at this gas station underneath this canopy, and she puts her hand in her purse and pulls out her phone. And so I lean over, and her clothes are wrinkled and mismatched, and I’m like, what the. Did she, like, get dressed in the dark? What is going on here? You know? So she pulls out her phone and she types in, hang on, kiddo. I’m coming. Which was kind of interesting because I saw that after I came out of the coma and, you know, had a confirmation of it then, you know, I saw that, and then I was back in this dark place.

So I’m in this place, and it’s dark. Like, a lot of people haven’t really experienced complete darkness, but it was completely dark. And I couldn’t determine how big it was, how small it was because it was so dark. But I had an image of me there somehow. I couldn’t figure out, like, what was holding me. And I try to move, and I can’t move, and it feels like something’s holding me down, and it feels like I’m really having to struggle to breathe. And I’m super claustrophobic. So that totally freaked me out. And I had, like, this panic attack, and then this.

I called it the deep sleep. The deep sleep would just come and, like, take over, and then I would be asleep, and I’d wake up. And this goes on and on for. I always tell people, if I had to give it a time, what it felt like compared to time here, because time there is so different. It was about 10 years, and I keep going in and out, and I’m. What am I doing here? What is this place? Have I died? Did I ever exist? And it went on for so long that I started to question if I’d ever really existed.

I thought, maybe I’ve been here so long, maybe something terrible happened, and, you know, I was cast away to this place. And I’ve just made up that whole life just to have something to think about and cling to and, you know, why is no one looking for me? And I just. I couldn’t figure out what was going on. And something tells me, or I get this inclination to lean forward. And so when I say lean forward, I don’t mean, like at the waist. I mean lean forward like this. And when I did it, all of me went like that, like a plank.

The direction that I was pointed in, I could move that direction. And I’m like, oh, my gosh, I can move. This is incredible. And so I saw, like, a light way off on the left, and I thought, okay, I’ll go that way. So. So I turn my body, and I’m now flying crazy fast that direction. And you can’t see anything. Super dark. And I’m thinking, man, I hope I’m in an open space or I’m going to, you know, run right into something. So I get to that light section. It’s kind of like a barrier, and there’s something on the other side.

And so I just kind of kept staring and kept staring, and eventually it got clear. And I could see me laying in a hospital bed on the other side. And my daughter was there, and she was standing to my right, but kind of behind me in front of the ventilator. I remember looking at her shirt, and for some reason, I knew it was summer. I had that in my head. And I thought, why is she wearing a flannel shirt in the summer? You know, she’s so funny that way. And I looked at the. From where I was, which I would say was.

Felt like you know, maybe 30ft away. I could see the fabric on that shirt, and I knew what it would feel like. And I’m like, whoa, that’s weird. And I knew what she was thinking, which was weird because I never know what she’s thinking. Very private person. I started kind of taking, you know, surveying the room, I could see that I was in soft restraint so that I couldn’t move my hands. There was this crack. And then where the crack happened, light started coming through, and I was over the moon. I was like, oh, my gosh.

There’s. I’m going to get out. I’m going to get out of this. This is great. And so this whole thing is cracking open almost like an egg, and this big, big, bright spirit starts coming toward me. And I’m like, oh, my gosh, there’s other people or things or whatever here. I’m not alone, you know? And so this. This spirit, who’s female, comes to me, and she’s just huge. She’s huge. She’s grand, you know, not just big in size. She puts her arms out and I’m immediately drawn into her arms without her touching me. And she’s holding me to her chest.

And these. The darkness is breaking apart in shards. And it’s. She’s got this, like, whirlwind of energy that’s going around us. And as the shards would come and hit her energy, they would be flung off, and then they would be gone. They couldn’t fly around anymore. They disappeared. And so she was, like, just with her energy, casting away the darkness, and it just was getting brighter and brighter and. And I’m crying, Like, ugly crying. I mean, I was just overwhelmed that there was somebody there, and I didn’t initially know who she was. And so I’m freaking out.

And she says, calm yourself, dear one. Just in her mind. And I hear it in my mind. I always tell people, if you’ve ever had surgery, when they start giving you that drop, put you to sleep, you can’t fight it, but you feel it course through you. And that’s what it was like. It was like her words broke down and coursed through my body and caused exactly what she wanted to have happen to happen. And so then I was calm, and I thought, okay, who. Who is she? She’s so familiar. And so I look up, and she’s got these brilliant green eyes, and.

And I look up further, and then on the top of her head, it looks like flames. And it’s this orange, red hair. And I knew who she was. I’m like, oh, my gosh, it’s my grandma. It was amazing to see her on that side. She died when I was 9 or 10. She says energy can’t be created or destroyed. It just changes forms. That’s God’s law, borrowed by man. And I was like, of course. Of course. That makes perfect sense. She was just so comforting to me, and she was holding me and just very, very sweet.

And I kind of got lost in that. And when I came back to myself, I realized I was alone and I was just floating in the light, you know, just was enjoying it. It was really nice. And. And then all of a sudden, everything shook. It was more like an earthquake from the be to the end of time. Like things that didn’t even exist yet were shaking. It was crazy. I could feel it all the way to my middle. And. And I knew it was God. And so I immediately tried to start thinking of good things that I had done, because I’m like, he can read my mind, you know, pull something good up to the front, because I don’t know, you know, I mean, there’s been some bad.

And I don’t want him to lead with that. And I couldn’t think of anything. I’ve been a nurse. I mean, I could have thought of a million things, but I was stumped. And all of a sudden there’s this light, and it’s much brighter than the light that I’m in, and it gets closer and closer. And he says, I am. And I had heard that a million times, you know, the great I am. All these different things, and I never really understood it. But, you know, he was making this declaration that the creator of everything was here.

And I really understood it in that moment when he said that, you know, I am. I’m the one who made you. I’m the creator of everything. You know, everything exists as I will it. So. And it was just crazy. And. And so I’m still trying to think of good things. I got nothing. And so I get this sense that we’re going to look at my life. And he starts with good, which I appreciated. And he shows this situation where I’m at a store and the lady in front of me doesn’t have enough to pay for her groceries.

Just sense. And she’s trying to figure out what to put back. And I remember how that got me in my gut, because I had been that single mom for years. And, you know, you always put back the thing that you need, not the thing that your kid would enjoy. And so she’s like, well, you know, and you see her putting back, like, moisturizer, and, you know, she’s not going to put the kids Mac and cheese back. And I’m like, oh, so been there. And so I fish in my purse and I get the. What? She’s short.

And I hand it to her, and she doesn’t want to take it, and she’s just super embarrassed. And I’m like, it’s okay. I’ve been there. Take it. You know, don’t put anything back. And it just broke my heart for her. And he showed me that situation played out years ahead. And she’s working as a volunteer in this food pantry, and this woman comes in and doesn’t have enough food, and she’s humiliated and embarrassed, and she’s like, it’s okay. I’ve been there. You know, and she packs up this lady’s groceries, and I thought, wow, I know. Never thought it that far forward.

I thought it was a nice thing to do that day, but I didn’t think it would impact her or anyone else. I mean, I’d done some really Much bigger things. And I was thinking I was kind of a little put out by that. I’m like, wow, I did this huge nothing. You want to talk about that incredible thing I did? You know, not just this, but it was that thing that explained to me that what your purpose is in the moment that you’re in. It’s not some huge, big brand thing. Everybody’s trying to figure out, where are you right now? Who can you help? And that was the importance that I didn’t ignore that.

And so then he shows me the bad. And it was this woman that I worked with who was terrible. If you were a patient, you didn’t want that nurse. If you were working a hall, you didn’t want to work it with her. And she just was kind of. It just didn’t feel like she was very attentive to her patients. I was always answering her call lights and her IV alarms, and I just. I never said anything negative to her, never talked about her, because I hate gossip. But in my heart, I was holding this, you know, over her, and God flashed back and showed me her whole life and showed me the things that her dad had done to her for years.

And, I mean, it was amazing that she wasn’t a psychopath. And here, having been used in her whole life, what does she decide to dedicate her career to? Helping other people. And I’m like, is she doing a great job? No, but, I mean, considering where she came from, she’s doing great. And God’s like, you have to control your thoughts. You’re having all these negative thoughts about her, and that has energy, and you’re putting it on her, and you’re making it harder for her to be who. Who I intended her to be. You’re. You’re chaining her. And I felt so bad.

I thought I was doing so well by not speaking those things and not gossiping and not being hateful to people. But if you’re walking around harboring it, you’re injuring them just the same. And. And he’s like, you know, you have to look for the good in her and capitalize on that. And then I felt so bad that I hadn’t done that because I had such an opportunity to do it. And so I made that decision to go back. And he immediately started pulling, pulling away. I could feel that distance. And I started to cry. And. And so I wake up.

I’m in the hospital room. There’s a nurse sitting beside the bed, and she’s like, oh, you’re back. And I look at her And I said, I was with God. And she’s like, oh, that’s nice, dear. I’m like, no, no, I mean, like, just a minute ago I was with God. And she’s like, oh, that’s good, let me go get your family. So she goes and gets the family. And I’m like, I was with God. I mean, just a minute ago I was with God. And they’re like, that’s good. And they’re looking at the nurse and she’s like, well, maybe everybody should leave.

You know, she’s just. Just been off the vent for a little while. We don’t want to wear her out. And so she sends everybody away and she leaves the room and turns the lights off and pulls this curtain in front of this glass, like, wall that’s in that room so they can see you. And God reappears, like, in the room. And it scared me. And I screamed because I didn’t expect him just to pop in. And he laughed. I’m like, oh, you scared me. And so he laughs. He’s like, why did I scare you? And I’m like, well, I thought you were gone.

He says, I’m never gone. I’m like, well, I know you’re never gone, but you don’t just pop into rooms like that. That’s startling, you know. And he thought it was funny. And so he had given me this message and he’s like, I want you to share this message with the world. And you know that he is God and he is the creator, and that we are made on purpose, for a purpose. And one of my friends who always called and checked on me called me and he was always asking me to do this speaking engagement for the International association of Near Death Studies has a support group up in Cincy.

And I always said no or thought of a reason not to do it because I have terrible social anxiety. And he called and I said yes before I could stop myself. And he was shocked. He was like, what? I’m like, just hang up now. I’m gonna make something up. Just go. And I’ve said yes ever since. I’ve not had another episode of respiratory failure. Things slowly started to settle down. You know, we got some answers as to what was going on with me. But it’s been quite a journey. It was storming pretty bad. The rain was coming down in sheets.

I pulled into a parking lot at my synagogue. We’re late. I told my 4 year old Jeremy to get out and run to the door. Wait there and I’ll bring your brother. So Jeremy got out and ran to the door. I climbed over the seat to get Andy, my 2 year old, out of his car seat and I grabbed my umbrella. I put him down and I held his hand. We took a few steps and it actually went through my head. Oh, well, this is. This is stupid. My wedding ring was touching the shaft of the umbrella.

And I remember thinking, just let go of the umbrella. But before I could even do that, there was a bolt of lightning touched the top of the umbrella and that was it. I was dead. But I didn’t know it. I was still very conscious and very aware of everything going on. Jeremy and Andy were both screaming. Andy had his hands to his ears because it burst his eardrums and he was in a lot of pain. So Jeremy ran back out toward us. And I was thinking, I’m. I’m so mad at him. I told him to stay at the building.

What is he doing? And he ran over to us and he grabbed his brother and started pulling him to the building. And I’m like, this, this is. This is weird. This is strange. But I followed them and we went into the lobby of the building and there was a man walking by. He came over and he was trying to figure out what was going on. Why are they standing here screaming? My thought was, why is he ignoring me? Why is he talking to them and not to me? And then, like in the next second, I thought, where’s my umbrella? So I looked out the window.

Sure enough, there was my umbrella in the parking lot. I looked to the right, about 20ft from the umbrella. I saw me on the ground. It was just so disorienting. I mean, you have to understand when I say I was a skeptic before this happened to me, I never would have made fun of anyone to their face. But I definitely thought this was a bunch of bs. That can’t happen. That is not reality. And yet here I was. I knew I was in the building and I saw myself out in the parking lot. I thought, oh, no.

I was wearing new shoes that had been very expensive. I could see myself in the parking lot and I saw that the soles of the shoes were burned off. Saw my feet sticking out. So I looked down in the lobby and the shoes were fine. They were perfect. They were on my feet. Except I was floating about this high above the ground. I was not standing on the ground. As soon as I thought, I want to go out there and look at myself, I was there looking down at myself. And I’m like willing myself to get up, I Kept saying, get up, get up, you’re ruining your outfit.

You’ve already destroyed the shoes, now get up. You’re lying in a grease puddle. Then it just hit me. Suddenly, oh, wait, I can’t get up. I’m dead. I’m still completely conscious and aware. In fact, even more conscious and more aware than I was when my body was alive. Then this light appeared to my right and up a little bit, it was alive. This light had consciousness. It wanted me to follow it. So I thought, well, okay, I’ll follow it and I’ll see what this is. The light led me to this garden. And it’s not a garden like anything here on earth.

The plants were different. The flowers. Flowers were blossoming, just exploding with color. It’s so frustrating because the words just don’t exist here. This overwhelming, overwhelming, unconditional love that existed there for me. I’m a mom, I have children. I love them unconditionally. But this was so different. It was so much bigger and stronger, more powerful and deeper. And I don’t want to minimize how I feel about my own children because I do feel that way about them. But they. This was different. And there was a bench. And a voice told me to sit on the bench. It was the voice of my grandfather, who we had been at services to hear his name read because he was dead.

And I knew it was his voice. He had a heavy French accent. I mean, I know his voice. And he told me to sit down. And by golly, when your dead grandfather tells you to sit, sit, you sit. This bench was very ornate. It looked hand carved and polished and it was all swirls and it was gorgeous. And as soon as I sat down, it morphed around me like it became whatever my body was. And he sat down next to me. I. I never did look at him. People ask me that all the time. What did he look like? And I did not turn and look at him because, number one, I didn’t feel like I was supposed to.

Number two, I was really afraid of what I would see. He’s been dead for a year. I, you know, I. I didn’t want to look. He told me he was going to answer any questions I had, but he told it to me in my head. It was telepathic. The only time I heard his voice was when he told me to sit down. After that, it was just. The information was just fed into me and it’s almost like it was familiar. Like I’ve been here before. There were three orbs in the sky. I’m Going to call them violet color, but it wasn’t really violet color.

And the way they were moving in proximity to each other, it was some sort of a calendar that was marking the passage of time. So why was I trying to mark the passage of time? I asked that, and it was explained to me that I would have to remember it in linear terms in order to decipher the information that I was given. And it turned out that it was in linear terms two weeks that I sat there and got this information. I was told that I could stay there if I wanted to, or I could choose to come back.

And he was going to help me make that decision by answering any questions I had. He said, if you do decide to stay, you’re going to follow this path to the mountains, and you will go over the mountains. And once you’re over the mountains, you will stay. You can’t go back. So I sat there asking questions, getting answers for two weeks. In the distance, I saw other people. I saw animals. All the people were paired up with someone else. I asked why? And he said, well, so are you. I mean, they can see you, and you’re sitting here with me.

And I said, they’re all young. They’re all like, 18 years old. And at the time, I was 28, and I had chipped nail polish on my fingers. And I thought, oh, I probably have a burn on my hand from the lightning. So I looked at my hand. It was perfect. It was like I was 18. There was nothing. My nails looked perfect. There were no age spots, nothing. The skin was perfect. The odd thing was, there. There was no wedding ring. And I didn’t understand that. And he said, well, we can talk about that if you want.

And I said, no, not yet. Not yet. I had other questions that apparently were more pressing for me. He told me that if I came back, I was going to have a third child and it was going to be a girl. I wanted to know how he knew that. He said, because she’s already chosen you. She’s already chosen you and your husband as her parents. When he said that, it was kind of like, well, gosh, then I better be there. And he said, no, it’s not a big deal if you’re not there. She’ll choose someone else.

And that really made me like, no, no. If she picked me, then she’s mine and I want to meet her. He also told me that I would be getting a divorce, which was really strange because at that point, we had been married for eight years. We were fine. We were happy There was no reason to think that we would be getting divorced. And in fact, we did get divorced, but it took another nine years. I also thought, well, if we do get divorced, I want to be the one to raise the boys. And this daughter, if I have a daughter, I decided I would come back.

He said, okay, I have to let you know that there’s going to be a lot of physical pain involved, because first of all, I have to get you back into your body. When you left your body, your soul expanded, and it’s much larger than the body, and I have to squeeze you back in, and your body is burned. So there will be pain. He told me a couple of things about the future. He told me about the upcoming Super Bowl. I had never even watched a Super Bowl. He also told me that George H.W. bush was going to win the election.

Now, this was September, and the election was in November. I was not a political person, and I didn’t care. So I said, why are you telling me these things? And he said, because when you get back, you’re going to have a hard time remembering what we talked about and what you were told. When you see who wins that super bowl or you see that George Bush is named president, it’ll trigger your memories of being here. And I was like, okay, all right. So he helped me back into my body. He was, like, hugging me, like squeezing me.

It was like bone crushingly tight. And I opened my eyes, and I’m lying in the rain in the parking lot. And I realized it had probably been, I don’t know, two minutes maybe, Yet I knew I had been somewhere for two weeks, and people were just starting to come outside to help me. When I was in the garden, that was heaven. I don’t know what was on the other side of the mountains, but I also understood that all the people that I saw there were not seeing a garden. Each one of them was seeing what their version of heaven was.

That guy over there may have been an Olympic swimmer, and maybe he felt he was in a swimming pool. Maybe that one over there thought they were on a beach. We were all in the same place. Heaven. But heaven was tailored to each one of us. It was very personal. So I was back, and I was burned. I did not feel like I was the same person, and my husband definitely sensed that something was different. I had to spend several months in bed because my feet were so burned. So I slept a lot. As I was sleeping, I was having dreams.

These dreams were very specific, and I remembered details. Not only did I remember the Details. They were all bad dreams. They were nightmares. Nightmares of terrible events. Tsunamis and earthquakes and plane crashes and horrible, horrible things. The first plane crash nightmare I had, I told my husband, I said, I saw this plane, and it’s crashed and it’s in water, and. And I told him the flight number, and I told him how many people are on the plane. And he was pretty freaked out. So I called my mom and I told her. And two days later, mom called me, and she was screaming, turn on the tv.

And I turn it on. There it is. Jay and Sarah, thank you very much. Jim Dolan has been following the recovery effort since Flight 800 crash. Last night, I had the flight number correct. I had the number of people on board correct. It was pretty unnerving for me. Why is the universe doing this to me? Am I supposed to try to stop it from happening? Am I supposed to, like, call the FAA and say, hey, I’m. I’m just this mom in Houston, and. And I think that plane’s gonna crash. And then if the plane crashes, they’re gonna be knocking on my door saying, what did you do to our plane? You know, it just didn’t make sense to me.

So in 97, my husband moved out. He could not take it anymore. Me waking up and talking about. About these horrible events. And I. I couldn’t stop. They were so specific. Around the same time, I realized I could email myself these nightmares, and then I would have a date and time stamp of when I had this nightmare. I never thought anybody would look at these emails. It was strictly for my own sanity because I kept thinking, well, maybe. Maybe I had the nightmare after it happened. Maybe they were just reporting it again on the news. You know, I was trying to make excuses.

So I did start emailing them to myself, and they were accurate. Not all of my nightmares happened when I started writing my book with Jeff Kripal. Jeff is a dean at Rice. He had one of his grad students take all of my email nightmares and try to match them up to events that happened around that time. But not all of them happened, and he doesn’t know. And I don’t know if they really didn’t happen or they just weren’t reported in the news. Like, if a helicopter crashes in Taiwan, you know, that’s terrible. And maybe it’s on the news there.

But this grad student that was doing the research didn’t find anything. So either it didn’t happen or it wasn’t reported that we saw. My feeling is that probably it was both. What Was the most shocking to you of all of them? The most shocking to me was one that we did not put in the book. It is actually in my second book. I will not name the actual plane crash because there are surviving family members in the nightmare. I was on the plane that was crashing. That had never happened before previously. I just see, like, a snapshot of wreckage, and I have information about it many times.

It’s the actual photo that’ll be on the news. There was an earthquake in San Francisco. The Oakland Bay Bridge. The top layer fell onto the bottom layer. The picture I saw in my nightmare was this police officer standing at the edge of the part that had broken, looking over the edge, and there was a red car dangling. And that’s the exact picture that was on the news. But anyway, this really, really, really bad nightmare. I was on the plane and I was talking to another passenger. She told me her name. She introduced me, me, to her child who was sitting next to her.

It was like we were at a cocktail party, just making small talk. Suddenly I knew, that’s it, it’s going to crash. And I need to open my eyes. Until I open my eyes, I’m on this plane. And she grabbed my arms and wouldn’t let go. And until she let go, I couldn’t wake up. And she was screaming for me to take her child with me. She knew I could leave, and she wanted me to take her child. She told me her husband’s name, and she said, take my child and find the father, please. Please. Then there was this jolt then outside the plane, and I saw souls, like, rising from the wreckage.

They were just floating up from the wreckage. It was so surreal. I sent myself the email with the woman’s name, with her husband’s name, with her child’s name. I’ve never had detail like that. It was a foreign airline. I had the name of the airline. She had a foreign name. And I misspelled it by one letter. And my husband said, what? You got names of people? I said, yeah, yeah. And about three days later, they printed a manifest, a list of all the passengers, and her name and the child’s name matched up to my email. That was terrible.

That was. I’m not having nearly as many as I used to. And I’m pretty sure it’s because I’m talking about it. I’m doing what I’m supposed to be doing. And it took me a long time. I did not publicly discuss my NDE or the things that followed it. For 27 years. I did not talk about It. Once I started talking about it, they kind of lessened the frequency. What do you want people to get out of your experience? First and foremost, the most important thing, consciousness survives death. Just because your body dies, you are not gone.

You’re. You’re still here. You still exist. To me, that was the biggest hurdle. To understand where you go when your body dies. That. That is home. This is not. I mean, no offense, Alan. I’m not. I’m not. No offense against you, but this is not fun. Living on Earth is not fun. This is really hard, and we all deserve credit for. For doing this. You know, we agreed to do it, and we’re here and we’re doing it. But that’s home. During our lives, we can affect what our afterlife will be like, where we will go. Everyone there saw something different.

What you’re doing with your life here will determine what that looks like for you. It’s so personalized and tailored to each person. What we do here matters a lot. Oh, and no offense taken, by the way, I. Oh, good. I want to be here either. Okay, good. It doesn’t mean I want to die. I don’t want to die. I. I just, you know, I have no fear of death, but I do have fear of pain, so. And I always equate this place with school. It’s like, nobody likes being in school. And I want you to be on summer vacation.

That’s. That’s. That’s how exactly. Hello, my name is Jeff Cleckley. I’m glad to be here on this channel, I should say. I had a near death experience over 10 years ago. It culminated into a change of my whole life. And it started for me realizing when I look back six months before my near death experience, my back goes out from years of jumping out of planes and injuries from jumping out of planes. And that was when the VA finally put me on opioids. So I began to take these opioids and a lot of things happened. I couldn’t walk anymore.

My back goes out. I can’t walk, I can’t work. I lose my job. They put me on short term disability. Eventually that ran out and I lost my job because I couldn’t work. And this time, you know, leading up to my near death experience, first my back goes out. And then the same month it was, December of 2012, I caught pneumonia. I get over pneumonia. And around February of 2013, I catch MRSA. I get MRSA. I go to the hospital. I’m in the hospital for seven days with a bad back, you know, and they’re treating MRSA with.

It’s a bacterial infection that kills a lot of people. And I remember the doctor saying to me that they used the strongest antibiotic that they had and that if this one hadn’t worked, I would have been a goner. And they still had to go in and do surgery to get the rest of it. You know, these are just events leading up to my near death experience, which I put together a picture that I saw this thing coming. It seemed like there was only bad things happening. So after the MRSA one night, I’m on these medication, I’m on these opioids, and I accidentally take too many because the pain was so intense.

And I got high. I got so high that I didn’t realize I took as many as I did. And I took some more. And then I start to get sick. I go to the bathroom and I’m throwing up profusely. And I’m sweating profusely. I’m throwing up. Next thing you know, I can’t hold myself up anymore. I fall on the floor and I’m just throwing up on my side. Then I threw up so much that I couldn’t even throw up no more. I’m just dry heaving. And now I’m in and out of consciousness. And the final time I’m in and out of consciousness, I wake up or look up and I’m out of my body.

I’m looking at myself laying on the floor. And once I realize that, I begin to get whisked down this tunnel of light. And I’m moving fast, but I don’t feel any wind going past me. And then I end up in this, what I call a realm at this point, this place. And there are these three beings waiting for me there. Now, I should say about this place, this place which I’ve come to call the second heaven. It was a place of nothing, of unconditional love. I never felt any love like this. Love I felt here in the earth plane.

I never felt it here. At this point, I’m still trying to figure out what’s going on. I realized something happened and I’m dying. That’s what I realized. I’m dying. But I’m trying to assess the situation that I’m in. You know, Former military person. I’m assessing the situation. So I start to realize that I’ve left the earth plane. And on this path, this journey to the spot, what I call the second heaven, I start to lose immediately. I start to lose all attachments to the physical world that I just left Behind. And when I say all attachments, I’m talking about loved ones, material things, and any worries or cares that I had in this on the earth plane were gone.

The only thing I held in my mind at this time was my son who was 4 years old. And that was my only reason. That was like as I’m leaving, it was a regret that I’m going to leave my 4 year old son behind and he’ll have to grow up in this world without a father, you know, so that was the only thing that I had on my mind. So what’s going on in my mind is that, okay, I’m dying and this is what dying must be like. So I’m standing here and these three beings are here.

They’re only comforting. I get only warm, comforting feelings. And now my life review begins. I said like that because after my near death experience, I researched many near death experiences and there was life review. So, you know, it was more like when I researched those things, it was putting into perspective what happened to me. So this life review begins and I begin to see my whole life, you know, and it’s in detail. Not only is it in detail, I can see like say I did something good for someone, I could feel that good, you know, I could feel how they felt when I did something good for them.

You know, when I help someone, I could feel that feeling. And conversely, on the other side, if I did something bad, I could feel the bad that person felt. It reverberated throughout your soul and you felt the guilt and the conviction that you’ve done now, while this is going on, there were three beings. Two went to my peripheral, they stood on my side and the other one stood in front of me, beside me. As we watched my life review and as I’m going through it, the main being who was so comforting would tell me, you know, it was more of a, if I did something wrong, it would say, you know, next time do it this way, you did this wrong, but next time do it this way.

It was a mild chastisement. Yet in my spirit, it felt profoundly convicted and bad and guilty that I’d done something wrong because I could actually feel the pain that I caused these people. And so now after we go through these things and the reason why this being was telling me the next time it wasn’t because they were sending me back. That hadn’t come into thing into the conversation yet. It was because they were about to reincarnate me and send me back into the world as a baby and do it all over again and learn these lessons that I didn’t learn in this life.

And so I was already angry that I was dying and I hadn’t fulfilled everything that I wanted to fulfill, fulfill in life. So after this life review, they patted me on the back for all the good I did. And they gave me that mild chastisement for all of the bad that I did. Now, what do you have to say for yourself about your life? And that’s when I felt, there’s no excuse you can make for what you’ve done. Yet what came to me and what I said was exactly this. Look, you or whoever’s running this. Because I was mad and I wanted to get back to my son, I said, you or whoever’s running this, you sent me down there and you never showed me how to do it.

Yet I stand before you and you tell me I did it wrong. If I go with you, fine. Because I understood I was about to reincarnate, go back into the world and do it all over again. Fine. Because this is the best feeling I’ve ever felt in all of my existence. Yet if you send me back and teach me how to do it, I’ll do it right. And with that, when I said that, it was like heaven opened up. There was a million light beings in the background that just opened up in this backdrop, which I’ll explain, this backdrop was like space without the stars.

It was a darkness to it. And the only thing you could see was the illuminated beings. And so when I said that, like, when I first got there, all I could see was three. But when that was said, millions. There was millions of these light beings. And all of them began to say something to me in a voice or a thunder, which I like to call it. It was so loud. But what I was being instructed by the three beings is that this knowledge is being put into you. Because if you go back, when we send you back, not only are we going to give you the knowledge to live a better life, but you must pass it on.

This is the deal. You must pass it on to whoever you can, whoever receives this knowledge. You pass it on to them. And then they started to give me warnings and things like, because mankind is on a path of destruction because they are being corralled into a way of thinking that makes them think that they are using their free will, yet they are not being presented all of the choices to exercise that free will. So you’re being corralled into a way of thinking to get you to exercise your free will to your detriment. So this was the message that they gave me.

And all the while all this knowledge is being put into my head by this millions of light beings. And I look at the main being who was with me the whole time and I’m about, about to say I can’t handle this. And just before I could mentally project that because I only thought it at this time, before I could mentally project it to this being, it told me, don’t try to understand what’s going into you right now. You’ll remember when you get back. And with that I just focused on what they were saying to me. One of the profound things that they told me was to love everything because I am everything.

And I say they because they were all there and this was all being put into my head. And then they said, fear nothing because fear and doubt are the destroyer of mankind. And then they said, and know that I am God. These are the things that they told me, not only that they were putting all this knowledge into my head. And so at this point there’s a deal struck that I get to go back, I get to raise my four year old son. I’m also going to be given the knowledge to have a happy and proud prosperous life for myself.

Not only that, I am charged to teach all who would listen this knowledge that I was given. And so that’s what my mission has been for over 10 years. What they told me was that in order to get back to focus on the one thing that you truly love in the world. Now I look back on that and I had forsaken everything else. I didn’t love it as much as I thought I did. Yet my son, I still held on to his memory and I used to that memory to come back. With that I focused on my son.

I’m shot down a tunnel and I’m back in my body and the pain is back. I’m recovering and I wake up and when I wake up I’m crying because I had never been touched by that type of love in all of my life. It was a beautiful thing to be there and to feel all of that love. So now when I wake up, I’m confused. I’m like, that really happened just now. Yet I need to understand what happened. I know it happened. I need to understand what happened. And this began a journey of discovery, of realizing over time that there was a guardian angel that was sent back with me.

You know, it took me some time to find these things. I had this longing to get back that feeling that I felt there. So I began to study Ways of tapping into the spirit world, what I called it back then. And I tried dmt, you know, I tried mushrooms. And, you know, those things work. I had great experiences with them. Yet what I found was that transcendental meditation is what took me back there and to that feeling. So I began to meditate more. When I got back, I had this intuition that I had never had before.

I was closer to nature. I could see things, you know, I could see people’s auras. I could see their spirits. I could look into their eyes and see their hurt, their pain, their inner pain that they keep away from the world. You know, I could see many things. I had this affinity with nature and being out in nature and just newfound gifts of clairvoyancy and seeing things. And I began to use these gifts to manifest things in my own life, remembering which I live by to this day, to love everything, fear nothing, and know that I am God.

And the knowledge that they gave me began to come back. So I would get the notions or instruction from this guardian angel that came back with me, who later revealed itself to me as the archangel Metatron, which I had never heard of. I had never heard of Metatron. Growing up in a Christian society, I had to look for who Metatron was. And I found out who Metatron was through a lot of study. That he is more in the Jewish Bible, the Jewish Torah. I believe that’s what it is. So I found out about this Metatron. And then I found out even more, deeper things.

That it is said to be Enoch of the Christian Bible that he was transformed into this angel. I studied the book of Enoch. I had to find out, you know, once I started digging on who Metatron is and things like that. So this Metatron is my guardian angel who, when I go into meditation, guides me. That pertain to my life and helping other people. Because that is the mission that was put upon me. To come back and give this knowledge to as many as who would take it now. So I developed all of these gifts. Clairvoyance, astral projection.

I was taught how to manifest what I want in my life by this being that I call Metatron at this point in my life. And even then, I started to only listen to this guardian angel. And what I believe is that in that experience, I had. My intuition was heightened. Now I have an open line with this being. When you speak about these things, people don’t know anything about this. I felt isolated because I didn’t know many people who knew about this stuff. You’re telling me stuff I’VE never even heard of in my life. You know, that would be the replacement supply of people who I spoke about this.

So I was an all right person. Yet this experience, I’ve totally done a 180. It’s profoundly changed my life, I don’t think the way I used to, because they taught me how to use these gifts, different things, even speaking, praying. I was taught all of this stuff that the way people pray, begging and things like that. It was not given to us to beg for anything. We were sent here for this experience, and we were given the tools for to overcome anything in this realm. And all we need do is ask or command. We could do either.

One. One of my experiences, which, you know, I was still learning these gifts, and we’re. I’m three years in 2016, I believe it was December, and I’m three years in. So my family, they pretty much know that Jeff has changed. He’s not the same person. He’s very spiritual and this and that. And so I get a call from my oldest brother, and he tells me me my son is in a coma. He did something crazy at school. He took some medicines. You know, they had this game they were playing where they steal their parents medicine on Friday, and they swap medicine, and each of them would pop something, you know, a handful of medicine.

Not realizing how crazy that is. Well, he ends up taking some medicine that put him in a coma. And my brother said, they’re going to pull the plug on Sunday. Is there anything you can do at this time? I didn’t have financial means to travel to 300 miles to Virginia to be by my brother’s side. And I said, well, I’ll do what I can on my end. So it was a Friday. I had so much I was doing. I was helping so many people that I forgot to go into meditation on Friday night. And I didn’t.

So I go in on a Saturday night, and I go into meditation, and I speak to Metatron and I say, I need to find my nephew. I need to bring him back from this coma. And Metatron takes me in the spirit to this place. It was a place that I would call limbo, for children who are in comas, go in the spirit world. There’s symbolism everywhere. So we’re in a playground. We’ll call it a playground with a field. And Metatron takes me there, and there’s my nephew just sitting there. You know, he’s on a swing, and I begin to talk to him.

And I should also say that I saw the spirit of Jesus Christ there tending to all of these other children who were in the same limbo, which we call a coma, and they were in the same limbo, and they were being comforted. It was only love there, only love and peace. So anyway, I’m talking to my nephew, and I say, you should come back. Your father and your stepmother and your sister are very hurting, and they want you to come back. And he said to me, I know, but I let them down, and they’re mad at me.

I don’t want them to be mad. And I said, you should come back. Come back. They’re not going to be mad at you. You know, they’re going to have smiles on their faces when you wake up. And he said, all right, I’m coming back. Yet when he said that, I didn’t feel that he was coming back. So we had another conversation, because as now as I’m telling them this, let it tron by my side. I’m being showed his future. You’re supposed to help people. You need to come back. You’re going to help a lot of people in your life.

I said, I need you to promise me that you’re going to going to come back. And with that conversation, he said, okay, I’m going to come back. And at that point, I felt like, yeah, he’s going to come back. You know, in this realm, really, you can’t lie. And he said this thing to me too. He said, but I just want to stay here a little while longer, because the feeling here is the best feeling I’ve ever felt in all my life. And I said, I know. Ain’t it a great feeling? I love this feeling. And with that, I departed from him.

I thank Metatron for showing me the place, for taking me to the realm that he was in. And I come out of my meditation. As soon as I come out of my meditation, it’s about three in the morning. And I began to text my brother everything that transpired in that conversation. I told him his son is coming back. I told him the conversation we had. And with that, I went to sleep. And I wake up at about 9 in the morning to my brother’s text back, Jeff, he’s awake. And confirmation to everything you said. Because when my nephew woke up, he told the same story to his dad at his bedside, and it blew all of our minds.

One of my nephews called me God. But I understand that we are all God. I’m not God. I only use the power of God to manifest the things that I want in this life. You can Take your faith and put it into an object and that object will work for you. And you’ve probably, probably heard of it as like a lucky stone or a lucky penny. The penny’s not lucky. It’s the intention that you put into the penny that makes it lucky. The penny’s just a penny’s just sitting there. And when you put your intention into anything, whatever you speak about yourself, about anything, it comes to pass.

You know, I learned in a scripture in the Bible when I was just speaking about this, that the power of life and death is in our tongue. And it is whatever we speak, whatever we do, in word, thought or deed, it manifests in that realm I call the second heaven. It’s put up there and it comes back to us. So if you put out bad to the world, you’ll get bad back. If you put out good to the world, you’ll get good. If you think of yourself in a bad way, that’s the person you’ll be. Whatever you say, that’s what God gives you.

If you say I can’t guess what God’s going to give you a lot of I can’t. But if you say I can, the universe will give you a lot of I can. After my brother, that incident with my brother and my nephew, it was more like edification for me to be able to stand on this power and live by this power only. This power that I listen to, you know, like I meditate daily. I wake up every morning around 3 o’, clock, 3am and I meditate, you know, I stay in touch with that thing we call God, heaven, the universe.

I’m always in tune with my intuition, that inner voice that speaks to you. And not only that heightened awareness which comes from quieting the mind and stilling the mind. So these secrets that I was given to manifest the life that I wanted, I’ve mastered them all. I have a set of things. Life one is self only. Speak on in positive ways about yourself. I don’t speak about myself in the cantina, won’t, don’t, and things like that. I don’t pray, Lord, please don’t let me get into an accident that’s the wrong way. Because soon as you say accident, you bring it into this reality.

These words are spells they create. So I had to learn how to speak again in the positive. So what I do is I visualize me driving safely to the airport. I visualize me getting on the plane safely. Everything’s going smooth. I visualize us landing safely and I give gratitude to the universe for Allowing that to happen before it happens. And then the universe honors that. That thing we call God, he honors that faith. That type of faith, it honors, it brings you what you want immediate. So yeah, this near death experience, not only did I have one and I saw things over there, but I came back and brought back some knowledge that helps me and many people around me.

I’ve touched many people. You know, it was shown to me that I was going to do these things, that this was going to happen. I manifested it with my mind. I only see the outcome as being great. You know, that’s the only way you can do it. It’s the only way to manifest things. The moment you let doubt and fear into your mind, you know, like they told me, fear and doubt are the destruction, destroyer of mankind. The moment you let doubt and fear play around in your mind, that’s when you start to lose your power and your ability to manifest what you truly want in your life.

So I come to you with love and peace and light and I’d like to thank everybody who has an ear to listen, who have taken their time to listen. You can reach me at Jeff Cleckley at Facebook. You can reach me at. In the description is my website I walk amongst Gods and the link to the book I Walk Amongst Gods, which details and chronicles in more depth of what I talk about here today. You know, you could see the link in the description. I thank you for your time. I thank you for this interview. I’d like to say to you guys that the work that you’re doing is very needed in the world.

There are so many of these cases. There are people who come to me who say I had one but I was afraid to speak, speak about it. I’m so glad that there’s a platform for it. People tell me I’m brave for getting on this platform. I really have no choice because I made a deal with that thing we call God to tell this. So I just want people to understand that you have power that you don’t know you have. And it’s been taken from us in different ways. I’m just sending light and love. I’d like to thank everybody again.

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