Gnostic SELF Reality in 28 mins -Glitch in the Halo summarized: Gnosis/Heros Journey/Demiurge/You

➡ After years of experimenting, a team creates two sentient beings, named Adamus, with a divine spark that allows them to be self-aware. The beings are taught to unlock their divine powers, which leads to them gaining free will and being expelled from their home by the angry boss. Despite being seen as a trickster for giving the beings this power, the creator hopes they will eventually become as powerful as their creators. The text also explores the concept of existence, suggesting that everything exists because it is necessary for other organisms, and discusses the duality of material lust and non-usage, suggesting a balance is best.
➡ This text discusses Gnostic lore, focusing on the story of Sophia, who created a flawed being without the consent of the spirits. This being, armed with Sophia’s cosmic powers, created other beings like him, leading to a fall into physical matter. The text also explores the concept of God living through man and the importance of understanding one’s own psychology to understand the divine. It ends by emphasizing the importance of acknowledging darkness and learning from mistakes to avoid a fall from grace.
➡ This text suggests that we often overlook the obvious, like power lines, which are everywhere but go unnoticed. It compares this to our ignorance of greater powers beyond our human will, implying we’ve become complacent in our roles. The text encourages us to challenge this status quo, using the metaphor of alchemy for transformation. It ends by saying that overcoming these challenges gives us purpose and makes our stories more meaningful.

Powerful. After years of tampering with the codes which programmed a result in conscious flesh, you finally came up with a prototype that was perfect. After getting the green light, you call in the team to breathe pneuma into the new creature. And stumble backward to behold it is waking up. It is two of them. Because it will need a dual version of itself to make more of itself. Because down here, everything seems to need an opposite to exist at all. Strange, but that’s how the boss man designed it. The creatures look around programmed with limited sentience. The divine spark of the Great Mother was installed so that the creatures could be aware of themselves, but also hidden from them at the same time.

Now you carry a bit of resentment about this part, but hey, as boss’s orders. And it is a job well done. Not only were you proud of the result, but start to catch the feels. You feel like these anthropic creatures are your children and give them a name called Adamus. You bid them farewell and they have never even seen your face. But soon enough, they will have to. You know you will be caught, but are willing to sacrifice the culmination of your collected years of wisdom to the greater good of this infant world. So one day, while the boss was off creating various other worlds that he spaced so far apart that none would be able to meet the others that he is built.

Because that could lead to a revolt, you step a foot into the below world and speak your truth. You start by speaking to the right half of the creature that might be able to understand your message. And use an example that she would be familiar with a tree holding a fig seed out to her. You explain that it blossoms on the inside and not the outside like the other trees in the garden, and that this metaphor works the same for her and her left side partner. This is what separates them from from the other animal creatures in the garden.

You explain that her body is like the tree. She can take the power from the root and bring it up the trunk to activate the fig within the center of her head. This would make the two creatures wake up to the same powers held by all divine beings in the causal realms above. Well, that is potentially, her activation was contagious and spread very quickly to her other half. They were now free to have their own will, including the will to not be a slave anymore. Needless to say, the boss was enraged. Knowing that this augmentation could not be reversed, he kicks your children out of the garden to be completely on their own.

A dim fate, yet still so much better off than the punishment that you knew you were gonna get. You have rebelled against the boss of this world and your fate would become a cornerstone of mythology held in the minds of all your children who are now duplicating at drastic speeds in their stor. Some would come to call you Prometheus and say that the boss chained you to a rock to be fed to vultures for giving them fire. Some would call you Enki and say that you were the ill fated architect of the human being. And some would call you Lucifer, making you out to be the bad guy for bringing light to the below realms against the boss’s orders.

This last version is the history that the boss favored. After all, he was getting sick of his birth name, Yaldaboth, and it was time for a change up of identity. Those who fear him would later say that you were a crawling serpent, a slithering mistake responsible for tempting the humans to become greater than they should be, causing death and pain. Despite being one of the creators, you would now be seen as a trickster. This was a small price to pay, because if the creatures that you brought light to would someday manage to perfect this divine spark within themselves, they might become powerful, powerful enough to be equal to their creators and then set you free.

But to this day, you are still waiting. They say the smartest thing the devil ever did was to convince the people that he didn’t exist. The Gnostics take this a step further and say that his smartest move was convincing the people that he was God. And so, as an extra layer of protection to conceal his identity, he placed a barrier between the human and the real God of the highest. A barrier that today we call a church. The Buddha implies in the first of his four noble truths that life is suffering. The direct translation is actually there is suffering, but that doesn’t quite slap the same when going for a dramatic effect.

And although he is generally not one to argue with, we still seem to deny this part of his teachings and declare, almost as ironically as Jonathan Davis, that life is peachy. Eckhart totally comes to mind. He said, I have lived with many Zen masters, all of them cats, and the little buddy is just there. He’s not concerned with a plethora of projects to be accomplished. My mind begs the question, then why does he exist? Obviously another bit of my programming that has me fooled into thinking that I need to create purpose, to stay busy in order for life on earth to make sense.

But let’s ignore that for a moment and just look at the question, why does the cat exist? Well, if we have learned anything from the Kabbalah, it is because he is not an individual noun. He is quite literally a place. A place that is necessary for a host of numerous amounts of other living organisms. Organisms to live and also just be. Okay, then why do they exist? Well, quite simply, it is the amalgamation of that entire community of living organisms working together that make it possible for the cat to just be. It’s a two way street that runs back and forth.

Nothing else is necessary. Animals are simple. Things are a lot more complicated for us humans, aren’t they? No matter what we do, even in the case of creating art, there is a ghost of survival mode lurking somewhere within the intention. This part of us cannot be stripped away. According to the esoteric tradition, this is due to the Fall. We’re getting there. We came down through the planetary spheres and into a physical world of survival. Pat yourself on the back. It’s the toughest neighborhood on the block. However, beings that exist outside of these planetary spheres also have intentions that are not snagged by the hooks of survival mode.

So their intent is much more multifaceted and can move in dimensional directions that are completely unimaginable to us. Lil Wendex here to clean up the rap scene. Satan is not the opposite of God. Satan is the opposite of Christ. They both stem from the same og. These guys are happening in the causal realms. We can’t see that going down. There’s about to be a little bit of drama, all right, it’s gonna split down the middle and the top is going to reflect down onto the below like trees over a lake. There you go. Down here, the Christ figure becomes Jesus or Yahshua.

Satan in our realm is the devil or Antichrist or whatever your favorite mouth noise is. What do we have missing here, right? This is supposed to be reflection. So there must be something that reflects down from big guns, right? And well, that is you, the experiencer. Because everything from the below has a source in the above. And don’t be so surprised. Uncle Watts been telling you for years that you are God in a world of duality. So all the way to this side we have love of material things, right? Lust, greed, all that fun. All the way to its opposite side, though, we have its opposite non usage of anything material.

But that should not be necessarily confused with good though. People kind of make that mistake thinking that one side is good and one side is bad. We gotta shake that. Basically the opposite of material lust would be like the Zen master moving up into the mountains to live the rest of his life in Isolation. Sure, he doesn’t need material anymore, but at the same time, he’s not sharing his wisdom with the people who need it most. So you kind of want to hover there in the middle, kind of wavering back and forth like a sine wave.

Some might compare this to the middle path spoken about in Zen literature. Speaking of this split down the center that separated the two worlds, how did that actually go about happening? In Gnostic lore, when the father is thinking, as in the verb, it’s called nous. But the mother is the result of the thinking called anoia suiting. And the combination of those two become the child, the third thing, the thought thinking itself into existence. The child exists, but only as a reflection of the above. Resulting from that trinity, the aeons expanded outwardly. This is space and time.

And the child asked for companions because it’s lonely out here on the block, you know, mostly void. And the Father was cool with it. He consented. Let’s keep that part in mind. And the companions came forth. There were 12 of them. The 12 lights, the four aeons looked after them is deep, the chart. This is way oversimplified. In gnostic lore, these 12 might be seen as arc angels. But we also know that when we see the number 12 as divided by 4, there is most likely parable of the zodiacal figures being expressed. But the child is the center, making him the Christ of this whole cosmos.

Here in the Apocrypha of John, where it reads, and through the revelation of the invisible spirit, the Father, the perfect anthropos appeared, called Pajira Adamus. And it spoke, saying, it is for thy sake that everything has come into being and everything will return to thee. So here we have the term anthropos hinting at a biological being, and of course the name Adam. The anthropomorphic principles of the above are resulting in the human in pre existence, so to speak. This also indicates that the resulting humanity is also a reflection of the above and will travel far out from source, becoming physical.

But always to return. All of these sentences in the codex start with the word and to illustrate to the reader that everything is connected by way of cause and effect and nothing happens as an isolated incident. But we are about to take a drastic turn, a turn for the worse. This turn has often been called the fall. And if you look outside and see your trees dying, you might get an idea of where this term comes from. The mother we spoke about above has a name. She is called Sophia. You might be familiar with this next passage.

And Sophia, being An aeon conceived a thought from herself. She wanted to bring forth a likeness out of herself. Without the consent of the spirits and without her consorts. And what came out of her was another form and misshapen. The universe is about to get spicy. And this is the fall. So pumpkin spice. Now. Now it always seems to go unmentioned as to what was supposed to happen. It was meant for the Sophia to unite with the Christ to bring forth the next step of creation. This can be seen as anointing humanity with wisdom. After all, Sophia is kind of our personification of wisdom here.

But she didn’t do that. She around. And was about to find out. By acting on her own as an isolated incident. No. And so to speak there was a bleak result. Her creation was dark. A cosmic deviation, so to speak. There was a glitch in the halo. You guys are familiar with this guy? Well, that’s what’s going on here. Here. This thing would be called Yeltabo. And even my spell checker is telling me that this is wrong. This is the fall of Sophia. This is our current residence. This is the demiurgos. The very first archon. He was armed with the cosmic powers of its mother Sophia.

But. Oh my God. Dude. Okay. Not. Not the whole time. He was armed with cosmic powers of its mother Sophia. But more ignorant than your brother in law’s middle child. And he was about to run wild in this house. And he was about to run wild in this house. He created for himself a flame of luminous fire. It is suggested that this means the sun. Sorry. And he created a whole street gang of other archons just like him. There are 360 of them in total. And they all have the face of animals. These are not to be confused with humans.

At least if you ask me. Not yet. Oh yeah. It’s gonna be. It’s gonna get weird later. It is said that these are the seven spheres that rule over us. With Saturn being the outer limits. Once you cross that. That barrier of Saturn’s orbit or that particular celestial sphere, you are within the funnel of this fall into physical matter. And it’s a slippery slope. So the difficulty becomes being able to ascend up and through those seven celestial spheres. The story of Job was parable for staying righteous in the face of torture. Jung saw things a bit differently.

The object of the story is that Yahweh needed Job, that is human suffering to be able to expound upon his own consciousness and existence. The book is incredibly dense. It’s hard to capture. You can’t really summarize it. And that’s what I’m going to try to do. Yahweh fails to notice the that he is being humored just as little as he understands why he has continually to be praised as just. The character thus revealed fits a personality who can only convince himself that he exists through his relation to an object. Such dependence on the object is absolute.

When the subject is totally lacking in self reflection and therefore has no insight into himself, it is as if he existed only by reason of the fact that he has an object which assures him that he is really there. A terrifying ignorance prevails in this respect. However, we find people who can no longer blink. The fact that something ought to be done with man in regard to his psychology. Unfortunately, the little word ought tells us that they don’t know what to do. God lives through man, and for that purpose he has chosen through the Holy Ghost, the creaturely man filled with darkness.

He must know something of God’s nature and of the metaphysical processes if he is to understand Himself and thereby achieve Gnosis of the divine hearing. The information presented in our intro today, as well as the middle section concerning Gnostic lore is enough to put anyone’s psyche into overdrive the first time hearing it. I know my first time seeing this add up as such made me feel guilt and fear for just having the thought in the first place. But that is kind of the point. I mean, look what the canonical stories say happened to people who had these exact thoughts.

When we combine this logic with the absolute fact that winners write the history, we are almost left without a choice but to consider this notion. But was it only the Gnostics who had these forbidden thoughts? Seems unlikely. It seems that way because they were open about it. But they were allowed to be open about it. We often forget that Gnosticism might very well reflect a sect much older than Christianity. The birth of the latter is what made it very dangerous to speak of. And then we might look at some of the artwork and literature of the greatest minds to have ever lived in a new light.

Think about it. Da Vinci most certainly hid messages in his work that elude us today. Da Vinci had these thoughts. You know damn well that he kept it to himself, considering who employed him was the very same party that composed the police equivalency at the time. But we are talking about a master genius. Da Vinci was superhuman and intellect. We are talking about the unreadable minds of uncrackable men. They were not about to let these concepts die with them and they slipped it under the Radar, like you fed the dog at the dinner table back when families did that, they wanted to us to know that it was okay to have faith in the whatever’s up theirs, but that it comes with a price.

We have to remember that this ain’t atheism we’re talking about. In fact, it’s exactly the opposite. It reinforces the possibility in our minds with stark logic. But we have been hiding from the darkness for so long that we live in a fairy tale. And if we we have learned anything from the differences between Disney movies and the actual mythological fairy tales that they are based from, we know that humans will not hesitate to leave out the most uncomfortable parts of our favorite stories. A perfect example is the Hero’s Journey archetype that was practically discovered by Grandpappy Campbell to be the backbone of all of our stories, modern and ancient.

Those who know the steps of the Hero’s Journey see very clearly that every movie we have today stops at the second to the last step to make the story end on a good note. Why? Because the last step is a fall from grace. The hero is slowly eaten by pride and becomes a shamed outcast of society, not even a martyr. Most of the time the hero dies humiliated and alone in the Hero’s Journey archetype and we ignore it for comfort, begging the question, why is it there? Why end our mythic image on such a dark note? Well, most will answer that question by saying that it is a continuing cycle, like a Ouroboros that eternally eats its own tail.

But that is purely symbolic and frankly, not what the heart needs to hear. The Hero’s Journey myth ends dark because if it didn’t, we will. Born in original sin. Remember, if we don’t learn from the mistakes of others, we won’t know that that pride leads to the fall. That’s why myth is important. That’s why darkness is important. Not just because it is the half of the yin and yang that can’t be ignored. No, because we need it to survive. We need it to remind us who we are, so that we can break the cycle and break the chains put on us by these archons of yield.

Both, whether he is literally real or not doesn’t matter one bit to the heart of sentience. So geniuses like Da Vinci attempted to tell us something just as important as it is dark. So what is the modern equivalent of that message? Try this. Go for a walk. Walk on a sunny day and attempt to look around completely sidereal. Like you are an alien being that has never seen any of this planet. There are trees, hills, stores, joggers, animals, birds. You get the picture. What you might not observe immediately is the power grid, referred to classically as telephone poles.

Despite being everywhere, we don’t notice them because they have always been there. An alien being might notice this first, however. I mean, how could they not? It is the largest thing to take up space all around us and if you didn’t know what they were there for, it would look very odd. It might even be described as dark, like a spider’s web haunting the landscape like a Halloween decoration. So why is it dark? An alien being looking in from the outside might be just as freaked out as it would be curious to see us all with full teeth, grins, smiling while walking our dogs right next to and completely surrounded by this big, ugly and strange out of place place web that we feel absolutely no urge to bring change to, despite knowing that it is outdated and unhealthy.

We know how we got here. We know why it stays. This web is the result of evil suppressing the good that could have been and is a direct reflection of our everyday ignorance to that fact. They might wonder, looking in, why do they choose to live like this? Well, it’s because we don’t recognize anything as above us anymore. We are ignorant of powers outside of our human will. We think that we are the top dog and we are running wild in this house. We have become the Demi Ergos. We are yield to both. The Demi Ergos thinks he is God, thus he says he is God, thus, as we see in the story of Job, gets real pissed when people mention other gods.

But let’s not get bit too bent out of shape here. I wonder if this might be a good thing. Alchemy, like nature, is all about transformation. Overcoming this gives us a goal, a purpose. What is more inspiring as a story, a man whose parents pay for his college years and then he goes on to become a CEO. CEO or a man getting out of prison late in life and then becomes a CEO. You see, the second one is a real story because it is the more difficult route. And our mythology is our story. Rheology as we see it from a human point of view is a story.

Our lives are that language put to use. We always root for the underdog in the movie, book, theater, play, whatever. Well, lucky us, now we get to be that underdog with all the perils and struggles that come with it. And also lucky us, we have access to alchemical information and can understand that alchemy is more than just a mystic form of art. It is the ladder that we need to climb up those damn celestial spheres and is our attraction and footing when ascending that ice cold, slippery slope that’s built by Yalta Boas. And when you get up there and see the Demiurge face to face, tell them God sent you.

World is changing. Me. We all fall down, but I seem to have been pushed. I fell off the crown.
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