➡ Despite feeling overwhelmed by life’s challenges and feeling abandoned, the speaker reaffirms their faith in God. They reject the devil’s attempts to sway them, confident that God has not forsaken them. The speaker acknowledges their imperfections but takes pride in God’s will, dismissing the devil’s deceit.

Yeah, I’m not so great that I forget to appreciate the many joys and blessings in my life I’m not so blind that I can not find, They silver lining and heartache and strife I’m not so strong, that I don’t scream out to god all night long When nothing around me seemed right I’m not so wise, compassionate or gracious you’ll find when the gates of hell come to a grind closing me in from behind and all I can think of to do is cry why me god why do I feel forsaken I’m not so sure if I’ll ever find a cure to the many aches heart breaks lost betrayal and more while they laugh in my face as I am scorned all of this lord I adore so why god why do I feel forsaken this is the pill the devil just for grills is the one he’d wish I’d taken but listen here devil before this judgment against you is leveled the god of Jacob will not leave me forsaken you will remember this when your paper machete kingdom from you is taken my god has never left me needs not return and I am not forsaken I may not be great may not always see things the way they should be me I may not be strong or wise I may feel at times god has left me but I know god’s will is my pride so keep your bitter medicine devil for your lies I no longer have time
[tr:trw].