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➡ The text is about breaking free from the negative cycles and influences of family ancestry, particularly those related to destructive paranormal entities that have controlled generations. It emphasizes the power in intentionally changing destructive behaviors, rectifying unrepentant sin, mental health issues, and replacing harmful family traditions with personal growth and spiritual development in Jesus Christ.
➡ The speaker discusses overcoming family manipulation and breaking negative cycles engrained in his familial history through faith and personal growth. He shares the transformative moment of his daughter's birth, choosing to live his life based on God's word, setting boundaries with his family and becoming a better parent, which ultimately leads to his emotional healing and spiritual fulfillment.
➡ The speaker emphasizes on battling familial manipulation and spiritually unhealthy practices for the sake of their child, advocating for a faith-based way of living and a mental warfare against negative thought patterns. They encourage individuals to reconsider their acceptance of negative "subscription models" inherited from their family, believe in Jesus' healing power, and trust God in reshaping their lives regardless of age or past decisions. They end with expressing gratitude for their audience and requesting share for their message.
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Video TranscriptionAnd age where the paranormal beings from different dimensions, entities from other parts of the unknown, are being talked about by governments, are being talked about by news articles, are being talked about everywhere. The acknowledgment of there being entities that are destructive to our lives is now more present than ever. And these entities have studied your ancestors. These entities have studied your grandmother, your grandfather, their ancestors. And if you do not break away free from these curses, if you do not break free from these cycles, the same entities that today people may describe as gray aliens, others may describe as orbs and lights, that they see their spiritual wickedness in high places, ephesians 612 tells you what they are.
They are not what they're painted to be, but via their manipulation, they have controlled your ancestors and they're controlling you, and they're trying to produce the same result in you that they have produced in your ancestors. And you may have inherited good traits from your family that are edifying and awesome, but you and I know that via a lot of the trauma that we have gone through, that via a lot of the experiences that we have gone through these entities for many people.
They have you going the same way that they had your family members entrapped and enslaved in. And my question for you today is are you willing in a few minutes to stay in this video and pray right along with me so that we can cancel that subscription model, so that we can come together and say, no, no. This is my new way of life. Subscription canceled. I am no longer in agreement with the manipulation, the mind game, the imaginations that have torn my family apart.
My ancestors depart and are tearing me apart. I am no longer that person, and I will no longer subscribe to that model for my family, for my life, for my spiritual walk. I am a new creation in Jesus Christ, and that is done. Toxic behaviors, lack of love, lack of self control, lack of discipline, the justifying of bad behavior of our ancestors and families because of blind love, the justifying of abuse, the justifying of substance usage, the justifying of mental health issues.
Oh, he's just bipolar. Oh, he's just schizophrenic, don't mind him. And then unrepentant sin continues in the family. And then unrepentant behaviors that are destructive to the soul continue in the lineage, and the mental warfare continues. And the mental warfare continue. Today we're going to break free in the name of Jesus. Two corinthians ten, five through six says, casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalted itself against the knowledge of God.
The way not a way, no, the way that the devil is able to infiltrate your ancestors, your great great grand ancestors, as you would say, is via the thought process, is via suggestions in the imaginary realm. It's via temptations that attack the mind that convince you that that way of life is the way of life when it is not, no matter how it exalts itself against the knowledge.
This is why God tells you, bringing these things into captivity, every thought to the obedience of Christ. If you're enjoying this content so far, would you consider hanging on for a few minutes so that we can pray together? Would you consider sharing this today with a friend and their family member and thumbing it up as well? As you know, this channel is not a monetized channel. So by you sharing the content and pressing thumbs up, you're just allowing the opportunity for this to be spread and for us to set an example for other brothers and sisters that are also tied down to the old subscription model of how to run a ministry.
This subscription model that tells you that you have to make ministry a business, no, that is a lie from hell, and that is a thought process that you can take to the word of God and that you can say, no, we're not falling for that subscription model. You see, brothers and sisters, thoughts will come in your mind and convince you of doing the thing that you shouldn't do, and these thoughts will sound just like you.
These thoughts will sound just like you. These thoughts will convince you of the thing. These thoughts will get your husband mad at you at the end of the day and have already prepped you to be mad at him by the end of the day, so that when you both come home, you're going at each other and you're battling over imaginations and thoughts, and you're not taking these imaginations and thoughts to the word of God.
And the end result, it's the same thing. The same cycle of divorce, the same cycle of destruction, the same cycle of alcohol abuse, the same cycle of destructive words, the same cycle of your kids seeing the things that they're seeing. Do not believe the thoughts. Do not believe the thoughts. When I was five years old, my mother passed away. Five, six years old. I am not going to lie on the fact that I don't remember much of her.
I think that a lot of that was blocked or something. I do remember the day that she passed away and her being carried out in front of me because she was having a heart attack and a stroke, whatever you want to call it. Don't remember much past that. However, my dad, who he himself had to break a lot of cycles from an abusive parent, and he did, he had to work two, three jobs to sustain us.
He had to do everything he could to keep us aligned and depended a lot on my older brother to help raise us. My dad didn't know that my older brother was being very abusive, mentally abusive, mental games and manipulations, I mean, crazy stuff. Imagine at the age of 1011, 1213, seeing multiple pets killed in front of you as punishment. One of them was with insulin, taking insulin and in front of you poking the dog and killing it.
I still remember that day. I still remember that day. The devil has used that day a lot of times to get me to go whoop on my brother. Because the moment came where my brother could not overpower me. Because as you grow up, you get to a point that if what you want is a two piece in a soda, I'll give you a three piece in a soda.
Four piece in a soda. However, that didn't cure the mental damage and effects that happened to me of not being loved growing up, of not knowing how to be loved, not knowing how to be loved, not being able to receive love, not being able to receive a hug and understand that it's a hug, not being able to trust people. My wife worked on that a lot. We changed a lot of things in our lives.
As I kept on growing older, I would notice that a lot of the toxic behaviors that my brother had, many of my other family members had, but they didn't realize these were toxic behavior. They just all said, oh, his great granddad was like that. Oh, he's just like that. Oh, it's all right. Oh, it's all good. Manipulation is okay. They're just like that. And slowly but surely, family starts ignoring bad fruits and justifying it because of blind love.
The thing is that once you are born again and are established in Jesus Christ and you have children, it is your responsibility to change that course of action. And it is your responsibility to make a decision that you are no longer attached to that subscription model that your ancestors were attached to, that you're no longer going to do the things that your family has done, that you are no longer going to allow the wounds that are deep within you to now cause you to pass these wounds on to your child and change their legacy, their life, their way of living.
People will call it a domino effect in the family, but the mental warfare, the mental warfare, there to there it's real. When you look at our lives, many of you have unresolved issues from birth. Many of us have unresolved issues from childhood. My great grand grandmother cooked the turkey this way, so I'm going to cook it this way. In some cases, that's good because it'll taste really good.
It's a good recipe. But there are recipes that you are carrying in your thought process and in the way that you manage issues that are toxic, that are not good, that you know are not good. You have wounds that have not yet been healed. You're trying to carry mountains that you were only supposed to climb them and let God carry the mountain, but you're trying to do it all by yourself.
And I had to make a decision in my life to change the course of everything. And it was the day that my daughter was born. I still remember that day because it was a scary day, but it was a day that I felt such freedom. And I open myself to you guys because in hopes that you can then yourself see yourself in these testimonies that I'm sharing and you decide to understand that I'm nothing more than your brother.
I'm no special, nothing more special than any of that. And if I have gone through these things, maybe today we can take these imaginations and thoughts and old cycles and say, no more. When God delivered me and saved me and changed my life, he began to work on my thought process because of so much manipulation that my family had caused that they themselves don't even know that they've caused because all they did was do and repeat what they saw.
Does that make sense? I know it's the craziest thing. This is why you have to put an end to that, that I was always living my life with them in a way that I was trying to. Maybe if I do this, it'll be enough finally. Maybe I stopped selling drugs. I stopped dealing. I stopped doing the things I used to do. I stopped doing the illegal things I used to do.
Maybe that'll be enough. I'm doing this with my life. God has changed me. I'm no longer doing the things. Maybe that'll be enough. And it was never enough. The goal post for you to receive family approval was moved every time. And as I kept on growing up and seeing that these cycles were just not in my brother, but they were in a lot of aunts, too, manipulation left and right.
Man I made a video of me going to Puerto Rico, and going to Puerto Rico for me is always a healing moment. And we went to visit some of our aunts, and if you look at that video, I'll put it at the end of this video, she said, he comes to Puerto Rico, but he doesn't come see me. He doesn't come see us. So that was a know haven't seen her in long time, but she was able to tell another family member of mine here that I'm here.
So I got to walk over here now because out of respect, and I want to see the family. So it should be a huge blessing. Abima mandy Sandiga minutita salihai. Yeah. Come on, grand. Yeah. I'm gonna win. Daniel jack. Wow. See? Ella per munka venida. What's that? Come on. Yeah. Most of my family here for 20 plus years, I've been just separating myself a little bit from everybody.
You know, it's a lot of history. It's not worth revisiting. But once you're a brand new creation in Christ and people are brand new creation in Christ, it's a whole different story. And wanted to pay a visit in homage. And without our family, what would it be, right? Trying to get my mom to hurry up, though. But it's taking forever. But it's a blessing to be here. God is good.
He's allowed a lot of great conversations. And I'm not one who likes to explain why I do something or don't do something, but it was good to clarify for them and have a conversation. You can see there's some nice houses in this area. This is in the hills in Camui. But it was cool. God has been good so far, and we ain't done yet. It's eleven in the morning.
That day, my stepmom was like, we got to go confront it. And I did. There's nothing worse than being looked down upon by people that you look up to. There's nothing worse than being manipulated by people for no other reason other than, hey, it runs in the family. It's how we are. It's how it is. It is how it is. I know I'm rambling, but we have to tap into this in your life, and hopefully by me sharing this, you can tap into your family.
So the day came that my daughter was born. That was the most beautiful thing, man. It was awesome. And the water broke. We were headed to the hospital and that was the last manipulation that my family could pull on me. We're driving to the hospital and back then I had those track phones. You know, the track phones that you pay per minute. So I have one of those old school track phones because this is let me talk about 2004, 2005, and we couldn't afford cell phone service.
So back then I had the pay per minute one where you can just use a minute or two and that's it. You know how that works, right? And I started calling family members and letting them know, hey, listen, my wife is going to give birth. It would be a blessing if you could be here. That was the last time that I played that game of trying to search approval, of trying to trying to be good enough.
Maybe this will be it. Maybe this will be the moment where family that lived five minutes from the hospital would say, if you give me gas money, I'll go many other things that are just crazy. So my daughter's going to come out. She comes out and it was just me, the wife and her, and something just snapped into me, man. A healing moment just occurred. I remember going to the Part.
You know how when they take your kid away for a moment while they were taking them to the Glasses, you know how they do that thing with the kids that I was with my daughter the whole time, but you know how they put them into the incubator and you can see the kids in the glass. You know that area? And I'm sitting there and the devil starts putting thoughts in my mind of man, you're alone, look at you.
Look at all the people with their family, and all the families were there with their kids. And it's funny because my wife was going through the same issues with her family. And I'm sitting there and that was one of the first times that I took these thoughts captives and I had to call Satan out on his lies and say, wait a minute, who said that I'm alone? Wait a minute.
Who said that God is not with me? Wait a minute. My earthly father may not be here right now, my earthly family may not be here right now, but I am surrounded by God and his angels. I serve the God. That when Moses, in Exodus 410 through twelve, when he was expressing to God because of his thought process, I am slow of speech, I am slow of tongues.
These are imaginations that are always talking down upon you to get you to be self destructive. And if you do not take these things, these manipulations, these abuses, these toxic traits that you've seen and noticed, these traumas, if you don't take them to God, you're going to believe them. That day, that moment, as I was, just as was Moses, when God said to him and the Lord said unto him, who has made man's mouth? And who maketh the dumb or deaf or the seeing or the blind? Have not I the Lord.
Now, therefore, go. And I will be with thy mouth and teach thee what thou shalt say. I can tell you that I might have been alone in the physical in that hospital, but I was not alone. It was one of the first times as a disciple of Christ, because I was a newbie in Christ at that point that I had said all of these nights crying, all of these nights depressed, all of these nights even blaming myself for things that they would say that I'm doing, which was gaslighting.
And I was not doing nothing. All of these nights of me feeling lonely, feeling I wasn't good enough, we put a stop to that subscription model that day. I went back to the room where my wife was, we hugged each other and we said, mama, we're done with all family manipulation. This is our baby, this is our girl. And from here on out, we will run every thought captive to the word of God and we will live our life based on the word of God.
It will be intimidating, it will be lonely in the physical, but we cannot continue the generational trauma that your mother went through with her family, that my parents went through with their family, and continue with that lineage. And then I had to express that to my family by setting boundaries. And even when I would set these boundaries, they would manipulate me and say, but I thought you were a christian.
I am a Christian. I live and I follow Jesus Christ. And Jesus Christ does not like manipulation. Jesus Christ does not like people manipulating other people. And after I set boundaries with my family, I was able to heal slowly but surely. And that process, I'm sure it's still going through in me. I did not repeat the same mistakes repeated against me because of what family members of mine learned to my daughter for the glory of Jesus Christ.
He has taught my wife and I to be parents, and we have broken the cycle in the name of Jesus. That road was lonely in the physical, but man, is it fruitful in the spiritual. And now, years later, facing the giants of the family and the attacks and this and that and going back and seeing those healing moments. When I went to Puerto Rico, my aunt said, oh, you come here, but you don't.
That's part of manipulation, too, believe me. These little tricks that people play. But I had to express to her and have a conversation of the reason I have not come to visit you guys is because you guys have been in unrepentant sin and manipulation that you have carried on for generations. And I could no longer put my daughter in a position that she would witness the same generational attacks and quote, unquote curses as people would say, so that then she would carry them.
I am a new creation in Jesus Christ. I am not the same tally. I'm not the same individual. My family does not subscribe to this model. And if you want to be a part of my family, you have to understand that we will do it biblically or it will not be done at all, because I will not allow the devil to even get one little subscription model on my daughter based on decisions that I've made.
Man was that wordy, and I apologize for being wordy on that, but I do hope that it can help you make decisions. Listen, I want you and I to pray right now. I don't know what you're going through. I don't know what subscription models of your family lineage you have subscribed to, but we're going to do a cleanup very similar to when you're subscribed to Hulu, Netflix, all of these.
And you're like, man, this is taking a toll on my bank account. And you go and you start canceling subscriptions. Today we're going to cancel subscriptions in the spiritual realm in the name of Jesus Christ. You may be at a point where the mental warfare has gotten you to a point where you feel that all is lost in John 1138 through 31. And we're going to pray. Jesus, therefore groaning in himself, cometh to the grave.
It was the cave and the stone lay upon it. Many of you have had issues like me for many years, and you've given it up for already dead. You've given up that healing aspect for already dead. Your marriage has gone astray. You've put a stone in it and you've said, It's done. Your kids are acting a fool. You've put a stone in it and you said, It's done.
I know how it could feel when you've been trying to carry that mountain, but you weren't supposed to carry it. You were only supposed to climb it via the lessons of Jesus Christ and allow God and his strength to overtake all things, especially when you're weak. Because when you're feeling so weak, when you're feeling that weakness, that is when he starts shining. Man jesus said to Martha, he told her, right, he was like, Martha, take ye away the stone.
The problem was that Martha was so convinced by her thought process. Imagine the battles that Martha was facing at that point. Oh, you believed in that Jesus, and he didn't get here on time. Oh, where's your Jesus now? You were faithful to Jesus, and where is he at at this point? Where are all your friends, Martha? He's dead at this point. It's done. It's over with. And the problem with mental warfare is that if you do not take these thoughts captive and when it says to take them captive, think about that.
What do they do when they take a fugitive captive? They take them they tie him up and they put him in a corner, and they lock him up. You have to take these thoughts, put them in a corner, open up your scriptures and say, the devil told me this. Let me see what Jesus tells me in his word. And then you say, the devil told me this. The devil is inspiring me to do this.
The devil is putting thought process to justify these behaviors, to justify this abuse, to justify these responses that I'm giving to my family, because he'll even justify you being mean to your peoples. He'll justify you acting in sin. He'll justify it. You have to take it to the word of God and allow God to win in this case. Martha had allowed that mental warfare to overtake her, and she told Jesus, by this time, he stinketh.
He has been there four days. Jesus said unto her to clear up her thought process. Jesus said unto her, said, I not unto thee that if thou wouldest believe thou shalt seest the glory of God, thou shouldst see the glory of God. And they took away the stone from the place where the dead was laid. And Jesus lifted up his eyes and said, father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me.
The problem is that when God's conviction comes in to tell you that you need to repent, that you need to take these thoughts captive, you don't want to do that. We're very quick to believe the thoughts, but God is saying, Believe me, there's two competing forces there. And the question right now, as we're going to pray, are you happy with that subscription model with your family? Are you happy with that so called it runs in the family.
Are you happy with that so called it's a domino effect. His great grand was like that. It's okay. No, it's not okay. It's not too late to change. Heavenly Father, we're coming before you today in the name of Jesus. Heavenly Father, for many of us, our inability to confront these issues have led to us not breaking the cycle and us not breaking these cycles. It will result in our children having to face these cycles.
It will result in their children having to face these cycles. But in the name of Jesus, that aspect in our life that we consider dead, whether it's our relationship with family or whether it's our relationship with our wife and kids and sons and daughters and neighbors and people, we consider them dead today, we, like Martha, have to believe. We have to believe your Word. We have to take these thoughts and say, no, these thoughts are not in agreement with my family lineage.
We have to take these thoughts and say, no. No, I have a new way of living. No. This depression. No, I don't have a reason to be depressed because the Word of God says this about my problem. The Word of God says this about my anxiety. The Word of God says this about my circumstance. Heavenly Father, I don't know how I'm going to overcome this, but today I trust you.
Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus, I repent and I ask you to control my thought life. And I ask you to give me conviction. And I ask you to help me even repent and apologize to others for repeating the same mistakes that others have done unto me. Right there where you're at. What have you repeated in other people's life that God has convicted you of, that you need to break that cycle? Today is the day that you no longer subscribe to that life.
God is awesome enough to transform your life even at this age. In the name of Jesus, physical abuse, trauma. In the name of Jesus, sexual abuse, trauma. In the name of Jesus, manipulation from your family. In the name of Jesus, false teachings in your family, false doctrine in your family, false ways of living from your family. Today is the day that we will let God win and every man be a liar.
We will be like Deborahians and take all of these thoughts to the word of God and allow God to win. In Jesus name, amen. May God bless you. May God bless your family. I love you as your brother. Thank you for being there always. Thank you for passing by. Always compare all things to the word of Jesus Christ and be on your way, but be on your way.
Rejoicing. Because from here on out, these thoughts, they're not going to just take over us. No. These thoughts are going to pay a price. We're going to lock them up or we're going to take them to the word of God. And God is going to win. I love you. God bless you. Would you consider sharing this video to encourage someone? Would you consider pressing thumbs up and sharing it? That goes a long way.
And for those of that are kind enough to help support this broadcast, God bless you, and thank you for that as well. God bless you guys. I love you very much. I'm going to leave a video to the Puerto Rico trip. It was a trip where a lot of healing happened. This is a while back. I have to find a way to get back to Puerto Rico at some point.
But check this out. God bless you and your family always. .
Emancipation from Ancestral Shadows: A Journey Towards Spiritual Resurgence
In every individual’s journey, there lies a unique tapestry of familial imprints—some are beams of light, guiding us through life’s meandering paths, while others cast long, dark shadows of negativity, deeply rooted in ancestral lineages. Among the latter are sometimes ties of destructive paranormal entities, a sinister legacy carried through generations, enslaving them in a cycle of despair, unrepentant sin, and debilitating mental health issues. Our familial narrative forms the substratum upon which we build our lives, but what if this foundation is riddled with destructive traditions and malicious influences? Can one truly break free and author a new narrative? In today’s discourse, we delve into one man’s profound journey of breaking such ancestral shackles, blossoming through faith in Jesus Christ, and cultivating a life rich with spiritual fulfillment and personal growth.
Our speaker unveils his battle against the entrenched negative cycles and family manipulations, a dark heritage that sought to pervade his life. However, with the birth of his daughter, a spark of transformation ignited within his soul. It was a moment of divine clarity where he chose to no longer be a puppet to his family’s destructive past. He chose to live his life rooted in the virtuous teachings of God, embarking on a path that distanced him from the ominous ancestral legacy.
Taking the helm of his life, he began setting healthy boundaries with his family. This monumental step was a cornerstone in reshaping his role not just as a son, but as a father. The endeavor to provide a nurturing environment for his daughter led him to delve deeper into personal growth, continually nurturing his faith in God, and becoming a beacon of love, faith, and security for his young one.
Our speaker elaborates on the unyielding battles against spiritually unhealthy practices, a fight not for his sake alone, but for the pristine spirit of his child. Advocating for a faith-based lifestyle, he underscored the importance of mental warfare against negative thought patterns and the necessity to replace harmful family traditions with pillars of personal growth and spiritual enlightenment in Jesus Christ.
There’s a pressing emphasis on re-evaluating the acceptance of negative “subscription models” inherited from familial lineages. Our speaker beckons individuals to immerse in Jesus’ healing aura, entrusting God with the power to reshape lives, irrespective of age or past missteps.
As he concluded his narrative, a wave of gratitude for his audience resonated through his words, urging them to share his message, share this tale of emancipation from ancestral shadows, and embark on a faith-fueled journey towards spiritual resurgence and emotional healing. Through his testimony, we are reminded of the limitless potential within each of us to rewrite our stories, guided by faith, love, and a relentless pursuit of personal growth.
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➡ The text is about breaking free from the negative cycles and influences of family ancestry, particularly those related to destructive paranormal entities that have controlled generations. It emphasizes the power in intentionally changing destructive behaviors, rectifying unrepentant sin, mental health issues, and replacing harmful family traditions with personal growth and spiritual development in Jesus Christ.
➡ The speaker discusses overcoming family manipulation and breaking negative cycles engrained in his familial history through faith and personal growth. He shares the transformative moment of his daughter's birth, choosing to live his life based on God's word, setting boundaries with his family and becoming a better parent, which ultimately leads to his emotional healing and spiritual fulfillment.
➡ The speaker emphasizes on battling familial manipulation and spiritually unhealthy practices for the sake of their child, advocating for a faith-based way of living and a mental warfare against negative thought patterns. They encourage individuals to reconsider their acceptance of negative "subscription models" inherited from their family, believe in Jesus' healing power, and trust God in reshaping their lives regardless of age or past decisions. They end with expressing gratitude for their audience and requesting share for their message.
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Video TranscriptionAnd age where the paranormal beings from different dimensions, entities from other parts of the unknown, are being talked about by governments, are being talked about by news articles, are being talked about everywhere. The acknowledgment of there being entities that are destructive to our lives is now more present than ever. And these entities have studied your ancestors. These entities have studied your grandmother, your grandfather, their ancestors. And if you do not break away free from these curses, if you do not break free from these cycles, the same entities that today people may describe as gray aliens, others may describe as orbs and lights, that they see their spiritual wickedness in high places, ephesians 612 tells you what they are.
They are not what they're painted to be, but via their manipulation, they have controlled your ancestors and they're controlling you, and they're trying to produce the same result in you that they have produced in your ancestors. And you may have inherited good traits from your family that are edifying and awesome, but you and I know that via a lot of the trauma that we have gone through, that via a lot of the experiences that we have gone through these entities for many people.
They have you going the same way that they had your family members entrapped and enslaved in. And my question for you today is are you willing in a few minutes to stay in this video and pray right along with me so that we can cancel that subscription model, so that we can come together and say, no, no. This is my new way of life. Subscription canceled. I am no longer in agreement with the manipulation, the mind game, the imaginations that have torn my family apart.
My ancestors depart and are tearing me apart. I am no longer that person, and I will no longer subscribe to that model for my family, for my life, for my spiritual walk. I am a new creation in Jesus Christ, and that is done. Toxic behaviors, lack of love, lack of self control, lack of discipline, the justifying of bad behavior of our ancestors and families because of blind love, the justifying of abuse, the justifying of substance usage, the justifying of mental health issues.
Oh, he's just bipolar. Oh, he's just schizophrenic, don't mind him. And then unrepentant sin continues in the family. And then unrepentant behaviors that are destructive to the soul continue in the lineage, and the mental warfare continues. And the mental warfare continue. Today we're going to break free in the name of Jesus. Two corinthians ten, five through six says, casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalted itself against the knowledge of God.
The way not a way, no, the way that the devil is able to infiltrate your ancestors, your great great grand ancestors, as you would say, is via the thought process, is via suggestions in the imaginary realm. It's via temptations that attack the mind that convince you that that way of life is the way of life when it is not, no matter how it exalts itself against the knowledge.
This is why God tells you, bringing these things into captivity, every thought to the obedience of Christ. If you're enjoying this content so far, would you consider hanging on for a few minutes so that we can pray together? Would you consider sharing this today with a friend and their family member and thumbing it up as well? As you know, this channel is not a monetized channel. So by you sharing the content and pressing thumbs up, you're just allowing the opportunity for this to be spread and for us to set an example for other brothers and sisters that are also tied down to the old subscription model of how to run a ministry.
This subscription model that tells you that you have to make ministry a business, no, that is a lie from hell, and that is a thought process that you can take to the word of God and that you can say, no, we're not falling for that subscription model. You see, brothers and sisters, thoughts will come in your mind and convince you of doing the thing that you shouldn't do, and these thoughts will sound just like you.
These thoughts will sound just like you. These thoughts will convince you of the thing. These thoughts will get your husband mad at you at the end of the day and have already prepped you to be mad at him by the end of the day, so that when you both come home, you're going at each other and you're battling over imaginations and thoughts, and you're not taking these imaginations and thoughts to the word of God.
And the end result, it's the same thing. The same cycle of divorce, the same cycle of destruction, the same cycle of alcohol abuse, the same cycle of destructive words, the same cycle of your kids seeing the things that they're seeing. Do not believe the thoughts. Do not believe the thoughts. When I was five years old, my mother passed away. Five, six years old. I am not going to lie on the fact that I don't remember much of her.
I think that a lot of that was blocked or something. I do remember the day that she passed away and her being carried out in front of me because she was having a heart attack and a stroke, whatever you want to call it. Don't remember much past that. However, my dad, who he himself had to break a lot of cycles from an abusive parent, and he did, he had to work two, three jobs to sustain us.
He had to do everything he could to keep us aligned and depended a lot on my older brother to help raise us. My dad didn't know that my older brother was being very abusive, mentally abusive, mental games and manipulations, I mean, crazy stuff. Imagine at the age of 1011, 1213, seeing multiple pets killed in front of you as punishment. One of them was with insulin, taking insulin and in front of you poking the dog and killing it.
I still remember that day. I still remember that day. The devil has used that day a lot of times to get me to go whoop on my brother. Because the moment came where my brother could not overpower me. Because as you grow up, you get to a point that if what you want is a two piece in a soda, I'll give you a three piece in a soda.
Four piece in a soda. However, that didn't cure the mental damage and effects that happened to me of not being loved growing up, of not knowing how to be loved, not knowing how to be loved, not being able to receive love, not being able to receive a hug and understand that it's a hug, not being able to trust people. My wife worked on that a lot. We changed a lot of things in our lives.
As I kept on growing older, I would notice that a lot of the toxic behaviors that my brother had, many of my other family members had, but they didn't realize these were toxic behavior. They just all said, oh, his great granddad was like that. Oh, he's just like that. Oh, it's all right. Oh, it's all good. Manipulation is okay. They're just like that. And slowly but surely, family starts ignoring bad fruits and justifying it because of blind love.
The thing is that once you are born again and are established in Jesus Christ and you have children, it is your responsibility to change that course of action. And it is your responsibility to make a decision that you are no longer attached to that subscription model that your ancestors were attached to, that you're no longer going to do the things that your family has done, that you are no longer going to allow the wounds that are deep within you to now cause you to pass these wounds on to your child and change their legacy, their life, their way of living.
People will call it a domino effect in the family, but the mental warfare, the mental warfare, there to there it's real. When you look at our lives, many of you have unresolved issues from birth. Many of us have unresolved issues from childhood. My great grand grandmother cooked the turkey this way, so I'm going to cook it this way. In some cases, that's good because it'll taste really good.
It's a good recipe. But there are recipes that you are carrying in your thought process and in the way that you manage issues that are toxic, that are not good, that you know are not good. You have wounds that have not yet been healed. You're trying to carry mountains that you were only supposed to climb them and let God carry the mountain, but you're trying to do it all by yourself.
And I had to make a decision in my life to change the course of everything. And it was the day that my daughter was born. I still remember that day because it was a scary day, but it was a day that I felt such freedom. And I open myself to you guys because in hopes that you can then yourself see yourself in these testimonies that I'm sharing and you decide to understand that I'm nothing more than your brother.
I'm no special, nothing more special than any of that. And if I have gone through these things, maybe today we can take these imaginations and thoughts and old cycles and say, no more. When God delivered me and saved me and changed my life, he began to work on my thought process because of so much manipulation that my family had caused that they themselves don't even know that they've caused because all they did was do and repeat what they saw.
Does that make sense? I know it's the craziest thing. This is why you have to put an end to that, that I was always living my life with them in a way that I was trying to. Maybe if I do this, it'll be enough finally. Maybe I stopped selling drugs. I stopped dealing. I stopped doing the things I used to do. I stopped doing the illegal things I used to do.
Maybe that'll be enough. I'm doing this with my life. God has changed me. I'm no longer doing the things. Maybe that'll be enough. And it was never enough. The goal post for you to receive family approval was moved every time. And as I kept on growing up and seeing that these cycles were just not in my brother, but they were in a lot of aunts, too, manipulation left and right.
Man I made a video of me going to Puerto Rico, and going to Puerto Rico for me is always a healing moment. And we went to visit some of our aunts, and if you look at that video, I'll put it at the end of this video, she said, he comes to Puerto Rico, but he doesn't come see me. He doesn't come see us. So that was a know haven't seen her in long time, but she was able to tell another family member of mine here that I'm here.
So I got to walk over here now because out of respect, and I want to see the family. So it should be a huge blessing. Abima mandy Sandiga minutita salihai. Yeah. Come on, grand. Yeah. I'm gonna win. Daniel jack. Wow. See? Ella per munka venida. What's that? Come on. Yeah. Most of my family here for 20 plus years, I've been just separating myself a little bit from everybody.
You know, it's a lot of history. It's not worth revisiting. But once you're a brand new creation in Christ and people are brand new creation in Christ, it's a whole different story. And wanted to pay a visit in homage. And without our family, what would it be, right? Trying to get my mom to hurry up, though. But it's taking forever. But it's a blessing to be here. God is good.
He's allowed a lot of great conversations. And I'm not one who likes to explain why I do something or don't do something, but it was good to clarify for them and have a conversation. You can see there's some nice houses in this area. This is in the hills in Camui. But it was cool. God has been good so far, and we ain't done yet. It's eleven in the morning.
That day, my stepmom was like, we got to go confront it. And I did. There's nothing worse than being looked down upon by people that you look up to. There's nothing worse than being manipulated by people for no other reason other than, hey, it runs in the family. It's how we are. It's how it is. It is how it is. I know I'm rambling, but we have to tap into this in your life, and hopefully by me sharing this, you can tap into your family.
So the day came that my daughter was born. That was the most beautiful thing, man. It was awesome. And the water broke. We were headed to the hospital and that was the last manipulation that my family could pull on me. We're driving to the hospital and back then I had those track phones. You know, the track phones that you pay per minute. So I have one of those old school track phones because this is let me talk about 2004, 2005, and we couldn't afford cell phone service.
So back then I had the pay per minute one where you can just use a minute or two and that's it. You know how that works, right? And I started calling family members and letting them know, hey, listen, my wife is going to give birth. It would be a blessing if you could be here. That was the last time that I played that game of trying to search approval, of trying to trying to be good enough.
Maybe this will be it. Maybe this will be the moment where family that lived five minutes from the hospital would say, if you give me gas money, I'll go many other things that are just crazy. So my daughter's going to come out. She comes out and it was just me, the wife and her, and something just snapped into me, man. A healing moment just occurred. I remember going to the Part.
You know how when they take your kid away for a moment while they were taking them to the Glasses, you know how they do that thing with the kids that I was with my daughter the whole time, but you know how they put them into the incubator and you can see the kids in the glass. You know that area? And I'm sitting there and the devil starts putting thoughts in my mind of man, you're alone, look at you.
Look at all the people with their family, and all the families were there with their kids. And it's funny because my wife was going through the same issues with her family. And I'm sitting there and that was one of the first times that I took these thoughts captives and I had to call Satan out on his lies and say, wait a minute, who said that I'm alone? Wait a minute.
Who said that God is not with me? Wait a minute. My earthly father may not be here right now, my earthly family may not be here right now, but I am surrounded by God and his angels. I serve the God. That when Moses, in Exodus 410 through twelve, when he was expressing to God because of his thought process, I am slow of speech, I am slow of tongues.
These are imaginations that are always talking down upon you to get you to be self destructive. And if you do not take these things, these manipulations, these abuses, these toxic traits that you've seen and noticed, these traumas, if you don't take them to God, you're going to believe them. That day, that moment, as I was, just as was Moses, when God said to him and the Lord said unto him, who has made man's mouth? And who maketh the dumb or deaf or the seeing or the blind? Have not I the Lord.
Now, therefore, go. And I will be with thy mouth and teach thee what thou shalt say. I can tell you that I might have been alone in the physical in that hospital, but I was not alone. It was one of the first times as a disciple of Christ, because I was a newbie in Christ at that point that I had said all of these nights crying, all of these nights depressed, all of these nights even blaming myself for things that they would say that I'm doing, which was gaslighting.
And I was not doing nothing. All of these nights of me feeling lonely, feeling I wasn't good enough, we put a stop to that subscription model that day. I went back to the room where my wife was, we hugged each other and we said, mama, we're done with all family manipulation. This is our baby, this is our girl. And from here on out, we will run every thought captive to the word of God and we will live our life based on the word of God.
It will be intimidating, it will be lonely in the physical, but we cannot continue the generational trauma that your mother went through with her family, that my parents went through with their family, and continue with that lineage. And then I had to express that to my family by setting boundaries. And even when I would set these boundaries, they would manipulate me and say, but I thought you were a christian.
I am a Christian. I live and I follow Jesus Christ. And Jesus Christ does not like manipulation. Jesus Christ does not like people manipulating other people. And after I set boundaries with my family, I was able to heal slowly but surely. And that process, I'm sure it's still going through in me. I did not repeat the same mistakes repeated against me because of what family members of mine learned to my daughter for the glory of Jesus Christ.
He has taught my wife and I to be parents, and we have broken the cycle in the name of Jesus. That road was lonely in the physical, but man, is it fruitful in the spiritual. And now, years later, facing the giants of the family and the attacks and this and that and going back and seeing those healing moments. When I went to Puerto Rico, my aunt said, oh, you come here, but you don't.
That's part of manipulation, too, believe me. These little tricks that people play. But I had to express to her and have a conversation of the reason I have not come to visit you guys is because you guys have been in unrepentant sin and manipulation that you have carried on for generations. And I could no longer put my daughter in a position that she would witness the same generational attacks and quote, unquote curses as people would say, so that then she would carry them.
I am a new creation in Jesus Christ. I am not the same tally. I'm not the same individual. My family does not subscribe to this model. And if you want to be a part of my family, you have to understand that we will do it biblically or it will not be done at all, because I will not allow the devil to even get one little subscription model on my daughter based on decisions that I've made.
Man was that wordy, and I apologize for being wordy on that, but I do hope that it can help you make decisions. Listen, I want you and I to pray right now. I don't know what you're going through. I don't know what subscription models of your family lineage you have subscribed to, but we're going to do a cleanup very similar to when you're subscribed to Hulu, Netflix, all of these.
And you're like, man, this is taking a toll on my bank account. And you go and you start canceling subscriptions. Today we're going to cancel subscriptions in the spiritual realm in the name of Jesus Christ. You may be at a point where the mental warfare has gotten you to a point where you feel that all is lost in John 1138 through 31. And we're going to pray. Jesus, therefore groaning in himself, cometh to the grave.
It was the cave and the stone lay upon it. Many of you have had issues like me for many years, and you've given it up for already dead. You've given up that healing aspect for already dead. Your marriage has gone astray. You've put a stone in it and you've said, It's done. Your kids are acting a fool. You've put a stone in it and you said, It's done.
I know how it could feel when you've been trying to carry that mountain, but you weren't supposed to carry it. You were only supposed to climb it via the lessons of Jesus Christ and allow God and his strength to overtake all things, especially when you're weak. Because when you're feeling so weak, when you're feeling that weakness, that is when he starts shining. Man jesus said to Martha, he told her, right, he was like, Martha, take ye away the stone.
The problem was that Martha was so convinced by her thought process. Imagine the battles that Martha was facing at that point. Oh, you believed in that Jesus, and he didn't get here on time. Oh, where's your Jesus now? You were faithful to Jesus, and where is he at at this point? Where are all your friends, Martha? He's dead at this point. It's done. It's over with. And the problem with mental warfare is that if you do not take these thoughts captive and when it says to take them captive, think about that.
What do they do when they take a fugitive captive? They take them they tie him up and they put him in a corner, and they lock him up. You have to take these thoughts, put them in a corner, open up your scriptures and say, the devil told me this. Let me see what Jesus tells me in his word. And then you say, the devil told me this. The devil is inspiring me to do this.
The devil is putting thought process to justify these behaviors, to justify this abuse, to justify these responses that I'm giving to my family, because he'll even justify you being mean to your peoples. He'll justify you acting in sin. He'll justify it. You have to take it to the word of God and allow God to win in this case. Martha had allowed that mental warfare to overtake her, and she told Jesus, by this time, he stinketh.
He has been there four days. Jesus said unto her to clear up her thought process. Jesus said unto her, said, I not unto thee that if thou wouldest believe thou shalt seest the glory of God, thou shouldst see the glory of God. And they took away the stone from the place where the dead was laid. And Jesus lifted up his eyes and said, father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me.
The problem is that when God's conviction comes in to tell you that you need to repent, that you need to take these thoughts captive, you don't want to do that. We're very quick to believe the thoughts, but God is saying, Believe me, there's two competing forces there. And the question right now, as we're going to pray, are you happy with that subscription model with your family? Are you happy with that so called it runs in the family.
Are you happy with that so called it's a domino effect. His great grand was like that. It's okay. No, it's not okay. It's not too late to change. Heavenly Father, we're coming before you today in the name of Jesus. Heavenly Father, for many of us, our inability to confront these issues have led to us not breaking the cycle and us not breaking these cycles. It will result in our children having to face these cycles.
It will result in their children having to face these cycles. But in the name of Jesus, that aspect in our life that we consider dead, whether it's our relationship with family or whether it's our relationship with our wife and kids and sons and daughters and neighbors and people, we consider them dead today, we, like Martha, have to believe. We have to believe your Word. We have to take these thoughts and say, no, these thoughts are not in agreement with my family lineage.
We have to take these thoughts and say, no. No, I have a new way of living. No. This depression. No, I don't have a reason to be depressed because the Word of God says this about my problem. The Word of God says this about my anxiety. The Word of God says this about my circumstance. Heavenly Father, I don't know how I'm going to overcome this, but today I trust you.
Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus, I repent and I ask you to control my thought life. And I ask you to give me conviction. And I ask you to help me even repent and apologize to others for repeating the same mistakes that others have done unto me. Right there where you're at. What have you repeated in other people's life that God has convicted you of, that you need to break that cycle? Today is the day that you no longer subscribe to that life.
God is awesome enough to transform your life even at this age. In the name of Jesus, physical abuse, trauma. In the name of Jesus, sexual abuse, trauma. In the name of Jesus, manipulation from your family. In the name of Jesus, false teachings in your family, false doctrine in your family, false ways of living from your family. Today is the day that we will let God win and every man be a liar.
We will be like Deborahians and take all of these thoughts to the word of God and allow God to win. In Jesus name, amen. May God bless you. May God bless your family. I love you as your brother. Thank you for being there always. Thank you for passing by. Always compare all things to the word of Jesus Christ and be on your way, but be on your way.
Rejoicing. Because from here on out, these thoughts, they're not going to just take over us. No. These thoughts are going to pay a price. We're going to lock them up or we're going to take them to the word of God. And God is going to win. I love you. God bless you. Would you consider sharing this video to encourage someone? Would you consider pressing thumbs up and sharing it? That goes a long way.
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