Esoteriception: Original Place in the World/Ancient Sumerians/Fallen Angels/Spirit Vessels/Gnosis

➡ The text explores the deep connection between humans and nature, suggesting that everything in the universe is interconnected. It argues that ancient people understood this connection and saw themselves reflected in the natural world, from the planets to plants. The text criticizes modern society for losing this understanding and becoming overly complex and disconnected from nature. It encourages us to regain this ancient wisdom, suggesting that understanding our connection to the universe can help us shape our own reality.
➡ The text discusses the idea that ancient civilizations were guided by spirits, which were seen and heard by everyone. These spirits were housed in statues and figurines, which were used as tools for communication. The text also criticizes those who control knowledge and create false narratives of history, suggesting that we don’t truly understand our own past. It ends by warning against dabbling in practices like voodoo without proper understanding.
➡ This text discusses the ancient belief that spirits communicated through statues, guiding human actions. However, this practice abruptly stopped, leading to societal chaos and feelings of abandonment. The text suggests that instead of leaving, the spirits may have entered humans, transforming them from instinct-driven creatures to beings with personalities. This theory is supported by various sources, including mythology, theology, ancient art, and modern research.
➡ This text explores the idea that humans may have been created as vessels for non-physical beings to experience life on Earth. It discusses theories about fallen angels mating with human women, suggesting this could be both a literal and metaphysical event. The text also speculates that these beings could be influencing our actions and thoughts, potentially hindering our self-discovery. Lastly, it introduces the concept of the ‘Tree of Life’, a diagram that could represent how these beings funnel into us, and possibly guide us out of ignorance.
➡ The text discusses the idea that we are not single entities, but a collection of different parts, like a company or a band. It suggests that our thoughts and actions are influenced by these different parts, which can be seen as spirits or characteristics within us. The text also explores the concept that our reality is shaped by our thoughts and how we respond to our circumstances. It encourages us to observe these parts without identifying with them, to better understand and control them.
➡ This text talks about feeling like a stranger in a familiar place and longing for freedom. It discusses the struggle of not being seen or understood by others, and the desire to find a way to satisfy their needs. The speaker expresses a wish for guidance and understanding, even if it comes with pain.

DNA was lit like a Christmas tree. Astrology, medicine, entertainment, basic requirements of survival. And every inspired idea is carried by this person like a womb ready to break water. We assume that these things occurred to him gradually and peaked within us today. But we would be sorely mistaken. As he walks a path between mountains, he knows that just like his internal life, the mountains are high because the valley is low. So he decides not to climb just yet. Sees a tree and instinctively knows that it is literally him, just an inside out version of him. The tree is his lungs, down to the very shape.

The shape of its leaves reflect the movements of the planets surrounding his world. When he saw Saturn trace the limits of the solar system, he was reminded of his own limitations. The sharp pattern that Saturn traced in the sky reminded him of the tough rigid state of pine needles. He considered this to be like lead, a heavy metal that turns out is a abundant in this very plant. He watched the sun and knew that it was the reason he could have eyes that see. So he understood it to be his first eye and in turn the inner sun within his head that allows him to see his own thoughts and regulate his own level of wakefulness.

He understood the planet Mars to be his willpower and tendency towards aggression naturally, knowing so very long before us that this red planet often irritates the stillness of Earth, stirring the tide and heating up the land. When he sees the planet Venus, he knows that it is also him, as it affects his kidneys that produce testosterone, giving him reproductive urges. Venus has been associated with sexuality ever since. A few things here we are only now re realizing with the science of biorhythms studies showing that celestial bodies have a very real effect on organic bodies. Here on the ground, when he sees lightning flash, he knows that this is his bodys electrical system.

He sees an acacia strain and knows that he shares the same sequence of mathematics happening in his hands and fingers. The creek is the blood in his veins, the moon his temporary body. The berries are his immune system. The flowers are his love of beauty. The cave is his skull where he is the most privatized. The worms are his intestines, processing matter exactly the same way. And thus despite being lowly to us was worth revering as just as sacred as any above. He holds a crystal in one hand and a pine cone in the other. And he knows that he is holding himself and not the way youre thinking.

His hands are full, both items alchemically combined in the peak of his temple, working together as an antenna to receive crystal clear communion with something, something he appreciates but doesnt attempt to understand with the rest of his brain. Its easy for anyone to accept the notions listed above as self evident. I mean, of course these things are him. Everything comes from the one, right? But our mystical, wound bearing intro man of forgotten Yuga is about to throw our belief system a curveball because on his walk he sees an owl and he knows that it is a goddess popping in to see him.

A God that would much, much later be called Athena after the Greeks usurped the ogeegyptian pantheon and crafted her thought form from neitheh. To be clear, this was not a representation of Athena, but quite literally Athena herself, poking a finger into this reality from her own in order to fulfill her sole purpose of giving him a message, a transfer of information that is carried on a medium of pure consciousness that completely transcends the rules of tangible matter. Rules that he wouldn’t come to carry on his back for another hundred thousand years. This is where we draw the line.

Enough is enough, brah. It’s just an hour. I seen one when I was coming back from schnucks after I ran into my old friend Jeffy. Well, we don’t necessarily. It was weird seeing him because the last time we talked we were oh, I think I see what you’re driving at. Yeah, thanks. Carry on. We don’t believe the stuff of the psyche within to be the same as the things on the outs, no matter how self evidence, apparently. And a paradox is born. Mystical intro man might have been right about all of his other observations, but he is wrong about this one.

He must be wrong. After all, it is, for lack of a better description, impossible. And his mistake is that he has not yet outgrown this fantasy world of old. You know, like we have today, our matured and adult world of today. A world where we have finally replaced ridiculous notions like Athena with sensible ones like credit scores, replaced a hardening quest of exploration with an everyday driving to work, replaced cheesy lifelong bonds of brotherhood with necessary tolerable acquaintances, replaced dumb healing rituals with everyday cups of coffee. We have finally grown up to know the difference between what was once a silly wonderment of a spiritual reality and what is actually real and certain a career job at Cosmopolitan magazine discussing what shoe colors are appropriate for autumn.

How did we go from hundreds of thousands of years of such blissful simplicity to utter maddening specifications and preferences so quickly? Why do we openly criticize people who wish they didn’t have to participate in our games? Otherwise, you get locked up in a jail cell for not understanding how taxes work while saying I never asked for this. The sun rises in the morning and it goes down at night. We somehow found a way to make that process as complicated as possible, and if you don’t like it, you are cast out, pack up and move. But to where? It is almost as if we had paradise and another world found it and decided the grass was greener on the other side.

It is almost as if someone moved in. Schopenhauer insisted that as soon as you try to put a thought into words, it ceases to be true, and mystics the world over couldnt agree more. Most people consider objective things in the world to be what is real. After all, they obviously are. On the contrary, though, Plato considered ideas to be the things that really are. He had this in common with a world of people that were ancient. Even to him, things of the minds eye were the eternal and thus the real reality. Things outside of us were just that, outside of us a result.

Thus were considered a secondary reality. They experienced reality in a mind before matter way, and we are really missing out on that. Why are we missing out? Well, if you see reality in a mind before matter way, then you have a much better chance of forming your own reality. And it really is that simple, painfully simple. If you go through life assuming that things happen to you from the outside, then you in turn go through it, reacting the best you can to those things that are happening. A constant game of trying to keep up. But if you, like the ancients and the esoteric minded today, go through life under the impression that the eternal reality of the mind is the causal force that comes first.

Then congrats. You get to pick what life is and does making the phrase life is only what you make of it, quite literally true. Here’s the thing, you are already doing life in this way, even if you are unaware of it. It is the being unaware of it that causes you to think that reality is happening first, and that you are responding to it by simply being aware that the entire all of the universe is mind, and that your mind is that very same thing. You hit that switch and you turn it on just that easy.

The only challenge now is remembering that it is that way on a regular basis. We have to constantly be a shepherd to our own personal mind to stay in the zone. And practice makes perfect. As we discussed in our last video esotergen, there are people in the world well aware of this fact, and they keep it to themselves, knowing damn well how easily discovered this tool is to everyone on earth. This is why the material world is put on the forefront in media and advertising. It is a world of propaganda specifically set up to keep the masses of people distracted from the easiest thing there is.

Reality control. And how do we control reality? Well, by using the gift that we are all born with the freedom to choose our own thoughts. We need everyone on board though. The more and more the amount of people that know of this superpower, the more and more good people that is everyday individuals come to have it. We have been led to believe that an average, everyday normal guy is bad. But this is a mistake perpetuated by media to fool us into thinking that we ourselves are the bad guys. Its a top down tool used to cast us into chaos so that they can sell us the solution.

An agenda super obvious to anyone with basic pattern recognition. Look at it like if I throw a pebble into a pond, it will make ripples that go out in all directions at once. But the ripples will dissipate over distance and lose its effect by the time it would potentially reach the other side of the pond. No matter how powerful the pebble, it is limited in this regard. Its expression is localized to its source. But if another person on the other side of the pond throws their pebble in, the ripples that their pebble produces will meet ours halfway.

Now we have affected the entire pond just by having another peaceful pebble thrower willing to play this pebble game with us from across the pond. The divide and conquer technique used by the people who think they own the pond is what keeps us from activating this easy practice so they can continue throwing their own pebbles into the water and thus the only ripples the pond has is orchestrated by them alone. Now they control the pond and can just as easily continue to create the problems and sell the solutions while we are busy thinking that our pebble friends on the other side are our enemies, when in fact they want a problem with you about as much as you want a problem with them.

None at all. We should stop and ask ourselves though, why is it so difficult to shepherd the mind in the first place? I mean, really, what is the original reason that our thoughts run wild without us? If we found out what that reason was, could just being aware of that reason be enough to not have to play the role of Shepard so damn often? There is an extremely classified document dealing with religion and it’s about that thing. But why would there be any classified material dealing with religion? I want you to say it just. It’s so.

It’s so far out. All right. Your objection has been noted. Okay, what does it say that were container. That’s how supposedly the aliens look at us. That we are nothing but containers. Containers of maybe containers of souls. You can come up with whatever theory you want, and that’s how we’re mentioned in the document that religion was specifically created. So we have some rules and regulations for the sole purpose of not damaging the container. The biggest hope that humanity is guilty of today is thinking that we know our own history. We don’t, I am sure. But you have noticed by now that the same people who think they own the pond are actively doing everything they can to prevent you from having the proper knowledge of our own history.

The best way to do this is to create a false history that is just true enough to kind of make sense and then lock it down by strictly funding and paying the specific research that supports that false narrative. I wonder where they’re getting all that loot. Oh, wait, that’s right. Us and our pebble friends give it to them willingly, because that’s what that very same history has set up for us to be normal. Golly, bamboozled. Again, if we look back to arguably the earliest civilization to leave written records, we found out that spirits were not considered supernatural or at all anything weird.

It was an everyday occurrence, and I mean daily. In fact, it was rare for human people to do anything without being guided by some variety of disembodied sentience. Communion with spirits was no different than having Jeff over for brunch. If Jeff came in and stayed. For the people we now call Sumerians, it was enlil enki enanna ki nana ningal ninlil ninyurto, and er, uto. Utu utu. Excuse the pronunciation. I wasn’t there. Y’all weren’t there either. These words are just loosey gooses by now. Basically all the overused buzzword gods that you’ve heard a million times in a million other YouTube videos.

Videos. The echo chamber that those videos pump out will have anyone believing that ancient people considered the above figures to be up in the sky and would ritualistically pray to them. But this would be a huge modern day prejudice painted on them by assumption alone. These deity figures were not a matter of religious faith whatsoever. They were split off into numerous fractals and lived in side by side with both common people and priests all the way up to the human king, who also did only and exactly what these spirits told him to do. Now, corruption sets in eventually, but we’re getting there.

Julian Janes, known for having the coolest name of all the Princeton professors was also known to be one of the first to look past his own preconceived notions enough to realize the astonishing fact that these commonplace ancient texts were actually meant to be taken literally. Basically, not only did the spirits speak, but they were heard by entire urban populations. Whether we believe in spirits or not doesnt matter at all when looking at this. This is what they wrote and is all we have to go off of. Luckily it’s in stone and there is plenty to go off of.

JH Brennan wrote about it. In the secret history of the spirit world, Jaynes presents a wealth of compelling evidence to suggest that whole civilizations were founded and functioned on the orders of these preternatural entities. They were, he claimed, far more intrusive even than they are today. Taking on visible form and directing the actions of humanity that functioned at a level little better than an army of robots. We were, at that time, literal playthings of the gods, utterly unable to disobey their edicts or resist their plans. Jaynes argued that prior to about 1250 bce, the whole of humanity was guided by spirit voices.

No medium was involved. These voices manifested to everyone with apparent objectivity and were accepted as instructions. Janes starting point was the Iliad, Homers epic poem and one of the oldest extant works of western literature. The heroes of the Iliad all seemed, without exception, to be in constant communion with their gods and almost incapable of taking any action that did not spring from divine instructions. The heroes of the Iliad all seemed, without exception, to be in constant communication with their gods and almost incapable of taking any action that did not spring from divine instructions. But hold up, what can be confusing here is the idea that these spirits are disembodied.

Without a tangible vessel to haunt, how are they able to be seen and heard? Our biological senses demand a form of medium to pick up on anything at all. Right, well, this is where statues come into play. And by come into play, I mean come into play, because there was a damn good reason that ancient figurines were considered so sacred. The assumption that stone figures are just a fanfare unit of merchandise is yet another modern day bias that we have, making us assume superstitions onto these ancient people. If we flipped the script, they would have every right to assume that we worship Batman.

And thousands of years from now, people will think that we did. Turns out statues and figurines were a literal tool used by ancient humans to house the disembodied spirits that they depended on so dearly to act speak and make life decisions. Although admittedly, listening to the statues is tiptoeing on the edge of what might be considered idolatry. The stone figures were not considered to be the flesh of the spirits spirits, but instead the shell that they needed to be able to maintain an existence here in the physical realm. Its hard for a ghost to stick around without an anchor to hold onto.

This is the most likely origin of the Jack o lantern. Your Halloween decoration is a living organic vessel. It can be hollowed out to hold and fit particular spirits. This is the essence of the kabbalistic clip off, basically an empty shell that houses a spirit. This is why in the not at all safe or recommended practice of voodoo, you need organic matter to animate the little figure doll thingy that you should probably just stop messing with right now before you accidentally hit the reverse button somewhere. I don’t know. Just, just don’t. You’re too white. You’ll it up.

Get your caucasian ass out of the witchy section of Barnes and Noble. Okay, you’re in a strip mall right now. Hands off the strip mall. Voodoo, Melissa. Or at least look one shelf down from there and you’ll see Graham Hancock waiting for you. He knows about voodoo and not from a coloring book published by DK. Okay, let’s every household, community, town, and residents of all the way up to the priest kings had statues in the room to be communicated with. Jaynes noted a veritable explosion in the use of figurines and life size images. The function of such figurines has been something of an archaeological mystery, with the most popular theory suggesting that they were fertility charms.

Jaynes dismissed this idea as failing under logical analysis. Their function, he suggested, was to trigger the phenomenon of the spirit voices. James found support for this conclusion in the figures themselves. Those of the Olmec civilization, to give only a single example, were created with open mouths and exaggerated ears, suggesting that they had something to do with verbal communication. There was also the curious and almost worldwide convention of figures with exaggerated staring eyes. That’s freaky. Achieved by enlarging the eyes, sometimes by the use of rock crystal or gemstone inserts enhanced with malachite paint. Malachite. I knew. I f, knew us.

As soon as I said it, I looked at you. I was like, what is it? How can we know that such idols spoke? Jaynes asks rhetorically, then answers. It is a pattern of evidence supported by the fact that cuneiform texts often refer to statues as speaking. While closer to hand for most readers, the Old Testament tells how the king of Babylon. Consulted with images, Aztecs told that their history began when a statue from an ancient ruined temple spoke to their leaders. And this brings up strangeness about ancient civilizations, finding even more ancient stuff which is always fascinating.

Peru was considered by the Spanish to be a kingdom commanded by the devil, because Satan himself spoke to the Incas out of the mouths of their statues. So remember that everything you don’t understand is Satan. When you discover a new people, everything that you don’t understand is the devil himself. The divine statue was the owner of the land, and the people were his tenants. The gods, according to cuneiform texts, liked eating and drinking, music and dancing. The divine statues had to be kept in good temper. This was called appeasing the liver. How is all this possible, continuing as it did in some form for thousands of years, as the central focus of life? Unless we posit that the human beings heard the statue speak to them, even as the heroes of the Iliad or Joan of Arc heard hers, and indeed had to hear them speak in order to know what to do.

The whole thing is somewhat reminiscent of later ideas about guardian angels, which might themselves be a distorted memory of earlier experiences. In one sense, all spirit God contact was personal. Every man and woman was capable of hearing the voice of his or her own deity. But the deities themselves formed a strict hierarchy, each answering to another. And this reminds us of what Bentov said about the causal realms and how there’s hierarchies not only within the realms themselves, but within the beings that inhabit them. But here is where things start to get a little weird. Well, not just a little weird, but downright bizarre.

We don’t talk to statues anymore. And the ceasing of this activity was not necessarily as gradual as we might assume. It seems that at some point between the most ancient times of prehistory and the building of the impossible architecture, like the pyramids, the spirits not only left the statues, but completely stopped giving us instructions altogether. There are numerous theories as to why this transition took place, the most prominent one being the invention of writing. They say it took over the role of spirit guides. Unfortunately, it’s not too difficult to see that this leading theory falls short due to the fact that it was written down before and after all of it was written down in stone or papyrus.

And that is why we have this evidence in the first place. The theory just flat out debunks itself. In fact, a lot of the writing captures the turmoil felt by our ancient human parents due to the spirits leaving them. They would write things that would cry out familiar axioms that we carry to this day. That is. Why have you forsaken me? Ancient humans at this time really felt abandoned and literally left behind by the spirits that seemingly yesterday were there and present to guide them 100% of the time. Three clay tablets describe the real life woes of a feudal lord named Shubshi Meshri Shakhan, who I think is a mortal Kombat character, who himself wrote out, my God has forsaken me and disappeared.

My goddess has failed me and keeps a distance. The good angel who walked beside me has departed. I wonder, did they really depart, or did something else happen that was just too strange to be comprehended at the time? One of the reasons for this leave was captured in the Atrahasis tablet that reads, the people have become numerous. The God was depressed by their uproar. Enlil heard their noise. He exclaimed to the great gods, the noise of mankind has become burdensome, I guess. So much for be fruitful. Multiply, eh? I wrote it off the community. I read it off the stone.

I have the stone. It’s here. Yeah. But why are humans described as being noisy by entities without physical ears? Could this so called noise be describing the unshepherded thoughts of mankind? And these thoughts were so entangled with the spirits that it became annoying to them. We have to remember that the flesh of a non tangible spirit is only that of thought form. Perhaps this gives us a hint as to what happened when the spirits supposedly left. Things became very complex with societies. There were total breakdowns of authority. Many people fled towns in a form of exodus.

All of the sudden, people were out here doing their own thing and making life decisions on their own, without the guidance of the spirits. The spirits haunting their sacred statues that are now empty vessels. What is especially strange is that everyone noticed it on their own and didnt need to be told that this was happening by a shaman or a political leader. The change was obvious, catastrophic, and unbelievably worldwide. The change was so fast that it doesn’t even really come up as being a part of history, despite being a critical turning point. I mean, did you learn about it in school? Or any of this in school, for that matter? In any case, the change happened during the time of Hammurabi, between 1243 and 1207 bce.

Not to be confused with Harambe the gorilla, by the way, in 2016. That also set a drastic change to the course of humanity through meme lords worldwide. Rest in peace, harambe. You still remain in our hearts the spirits who abandon mankind. However, like in the case of Lord Harambe, Lord Hammurabi did continue to consult with people in their dreams. Something that I think gives us another hint of among many other that tells us kind of what really happened. So what really happened? Let’s take a look. The transition of people from hunter gatherers to building complex mathematical architecture, the introduction of cosmological preoccupations, and the explosion of artworks that prove ancient knowledge of non earth subjects.

The dying everyday occurrence of communion with spirits becoming a distant and rare form of superstition and supernaturality. Basically the need for shamans, an explosion of numbers and population, the advent of free will and people making their own decisions in life, breeding what would later be studied as psychology and the birth of active imagination, and the concept of ideas having people, and not the other way around. The concept of cosmic abandonment, accompanied with all listed above, causes my mind personally to think that they never left, or at least not the way we are thinking. We think that because that’s what it looked like happened when the statues quit talking.

Instead, the change was so close that understanding it would be like tasting your own tongue. And the very idea of being able to understand it in the first place might be evidence needed to propose this kinda unhinged theory. The recent declassification of CIA documents almost mystically describe human beings as vessels for something else. Years before those were declassified, Bob Lazar was making waves, claiming that the purpose of human beings on earth was solely that of being containers, although he admitted he did not know what it was that our physical anatomy was meant to contain. Then we have the story of a certain US president that wept tears of grief for three days after demanding to read the research that was hidden from the general population and even him.

We never found out what it is specifically that made him cry like a bitch. But it was rumored that he found out that people are not people. That we are not unitized soul entities with individual personalities, but instead empty cauldrons that are being used to house something else entirely, something otherworldly. When we combine mythology, theology, oral traditions and ancient art with the modern findings of history, archaeology, scholarly research by those who are qualified in the field, and a hint of conspiracy theory that tends to always carry a sharp cheddar of truth, we find something absolutely groundbreaking and earth shattering.

The spirits that instructed us from ancient statues decided to skip the middleman altogether. Instead of telling us what to do from over there. They came into us. They became us. You are not a person. You’re a place. And the ancient spirits of old are not so ancient after all. They are us. Because they moved in. The reason people went from being animals, that is, following their instinct to having personalities, was not a case of gradual development of personality. The personality already existed and entered into form by way of the easiest biological creature to puppet, homo sapien.

And all of the sudden homo sapien becomes the only human to dominate the face of the earth. We are the chosen ones to inhabit, the perfect vehicles to drive around so that non flesh beings could experience life on earth. In the green centered tangent realm that was created by an unwise demiurgos who just didn’t know any better, we are the bastard children who in the blink of an eye became the bastard father that birthed us, born in original sin and in dire need of forgiveness, but guilty by way of association alone. Perhaps, and just perhaps, this clears up the conundrum of the nephilim.

Scripture says that fallen angels mated with human women. How? It is very literal in the three books of Enoch, but in biblical canon Genesis chapter six, the story seems to hint at an alchemical union. It refers to wives. They took up wives. So a literal happening and I a metaphysical one happening within. At the same time its interesting. How is a disembodied spirit able to reproduce with a biological woman? It is only male angels mating with human women. Is it because women have the womb in this world needed to make more people, more anchors, larger vessels? Perhaps giantism was the initial side effect of the before mentioned spirits entering human bodies.

It kicked up some kind of dormant DNA into high gear. This would indeed make it both with no allegory, an alchemical union of spirit to flesh followed by biological procreation. All speculation, of course, but what remains a certainty is that something strange and unworldly did happen and catapulted humanity down a complex life comparable to a labyrinth. And no labyrinth or riddle happens by accident. And even though our wonderful Harvard badge scholars, Brennan and Janes, who wrote of this transition in human history, were not, and most likely are not down with this possibly cracked pot theory of mine, they were looking right at it, knowing deep down that something weird was going on.

And as Brennan puts it best, when the spirits were gone, superstition and theological theory rushed in to fill the emotional void. And religion as we know it today was born. Born in ignorance like its father, doomed to walk through life repeating the same mistakes. After all, one of the biggest skeptics of organized religion ever is quoted as saying, the kingdom of heaven is within you. The human being may have been built for the sole purpose of being container, we don’t know, but the notion is terrifying. Are the builders outcasts from another world that we can’t perceive? Enoch seems to indicate such.

If so, that would indicate that our own personal unit of free will and individuation would be quite the inconvenience for them, wouldn’t it? It would get in their way. Our freedom would be their slavery, if not vice versa. Best to keep us in the dark, not to place blame. But perhaps this kind of gives us an idea of why the world is the way it is today. Because if they are cast down into us, thus unseen puppeteers, that means we would do things to get in our own way of finding the self with a capital s.

We would be constantly teetering on the brink of mutually assured mass suicide as a species, as one single moss on a rock. Well, that seems to be what we’re up to today. And it seems to have been previous. 1ft in the grave all the time from the git. If we cast them out, though, the waters don’t ripple at all, and we can see the bottom of the pond clear as daylight from the sun, and without the waters churning between us, then maybe we will look across the pond for once at the person on the other side and say hello without making a sound.

Okay, that was a bit dramatic and possibly existentially depressing. Let’s go ahead and reel it in a little bit so that Shaun can wrap his head around it without spinning loops. Because we have quite the labyrinth to unpack here. And just like the myths indicate, the monster guarding the secrets of the labyrinth is a not so lean but mean and unforgiving bitch. Until we slay him. Or that is, slay the part of our self that is born into ignorance. The sefer Yetzirah, or book of formation, contains a diagram often called the tree of life. Its called a tree, and we can see how this is appropriate if we consider the top to be leaves connected to the roots down at the bottom.

Wait, the roots on this one are at the top. Why is that? Alright, we’ll save that for later. The entire center is the movement involved in getting the sunlight absorbed by the leaves to come down and nourish the parts of the tree that are buried in the ground. Roots in the dark and unable to directly perceive the eternal and essential life giving essence of the sun. Symbolically speaking, of course, the tree metaphor suits here. A plant brings light down to the earth and this shape brings life force to the ground where we walk. As previously covered, sunlight is both a metaphor of and a physical bringer of life force energy.

Suno bring in the heat sun son. A tree is a bit too easy of a metaphor, though, isn’t it? What happens if we look at this diagram as a form of movement, say a funnel of sorts? Could this diagram be a template with a much wider usage than we are led to assume by our logically thinking minds? Could this be a roadmap illustrating how the spirits that seem to abandon humanity funnel themselves into our physical puppet? If that is the case, perhaps it also works as a roadmap that leads us out of ignorance. If disembodied beings are funneled into us as a vessel, then perhaps we get to have a say in what kind of beings that we get to carry.

And we know by now that the variety of beings in all existence far surpasses an amount that we could even be able to comprehend. So let’s take a little tour. Top right is where I wisdom or the seed of a conception. Top left is understanding the fleshing out of the concept. Top center is knowing or the intimate connection the concept attaches. Middle right is love or an expansion of the concept. Middle left or middle left is strength or the opposite of expansion, expansion. It is the narrowing focus, like the sun through a magnifying glass. Middle center is beauty or convergence, the blueprint, so to speak.

Bottom right is victory and overcoming. Bottom left is the surrendering of results. Just as important, if not more important, for your own sanity. Bottom sensor is the foundation or the funnel for the energies above. It is also often a final test of authenticity. Your idea is about to manifest and the lowest is sovereignty or the culmination. Basically, the concept has gone from being possible to being an actual thing. It is the expression of the systems above into the real, from existence to reality. Of course, a student of the esoteric knows damn well that these spheres are not standalone units.

Nothing is. They require each other, and so there is a friction between them. There is a movement of consciousness throughout. This is what makes it remind me of our subject today concerning the inception of sentience within sentience. Nikoricle was kind enough to flowchart this out for us, and feel free to pause your screen and see how this little transit kind of applies to our theory. Side note the application of this diagram to our possibly unhinged speculation of spirits funneling into human beings to anchor into physical reality is my own shenanigans. The comments section experts can feel free to yell at me for this assumption, and not anyone who was kind enough to provide good information.

All right, now I need a good segue into the next bit let’s see. You gonna get in on this? Oh, shit. Check it. Show them the COVID too. Wow. Don’t put stickers on it. You’ll ruin it. Don’t do that unless it’s a library of the untold sticker. Love, love all. Trust a few, do wrong to none. That’s. And that’s Shakespeare. Jacinda recently auditioned for slipknot. You guys might find that to be interesting. You just like that for chick fil a? Damn if there was a doctor. Barbie. That’s you and scrubs right there. What it. What? Do you want to read the next part? Oh, my gosh.

This lighting is not. Not for me. Oh, my forehead. Look at it. It’s beaming. And. Wait, which part? And action. Let me restart. Lean back a little bit. Yeah. The ancient person going for a stroll in our intro knew he was merged with everything, and thus his personhood was on the ongoing result of the process around him. He is simply continuing that same process. I think I’m gonna keep it. I love how you hit the word new. You. Like, he knew he knew it like it was capitalized new. Ancient person knew that he was merged with everything.

Slay Jason does. Our merchandise, by the way, feel free to get you some of that. All right. Merchandise. The merchandise, to be clear. Thank you. Oh, that’s getting edited. All right. The ancient prehistoric person going for a stroll in our intro today knew that he was merged with everything, and thus his personhood was the ongoing result of the processes around him. He was simply continuing that same process. Okay, and I’m seeing one of Nico’s notes here. Heart emoticon. Heart emoticon. Heart emoticon here. I would say something about the primal nature of man as an animal being in sympathetic resonance with nature and therefore telepathically connected to nature spirits, which is why he had no need for language.

But the more physical realm distracted he got, the less he could connect to nature. I’m gonna put that in there. No need to reword that one. Side note, by the way, if you want to drop me notes on the scripts before the content comes out, I post my codices on the patreon. So for those who want to dig deeper and manually read the work done here, you can feel free to check it out. Oftentimes, the notes are used in the script. Side note. It always differs from the video in the end, by the way, and is not formally written.

So shout out to the Patreons who read this very part right here, breaking the fourth wall. Anywho, our mystical intro man was literally the same as his environment, and he not only realized it, but this was his default setting. But today we are overwhelmingly proprietorial about ourself. We take credit for originating our ideas as if they are not reflections of others before them. We think that our private mental space is inviolate and that no other consciousness can pierce into it. Even if we see our pebble friend on the other side of the pond making ripples in the water that merged with our ripples somewhere in the middle, we feel like we are one thing, a person.

If this concept of having multiple entities within you that makes up your character and personality is difficult to swallow, just take a look at an agree gore like dollar general or pantera. Who and or what particular person is dollar general? What is pantera? Is it the person who made the logo? No. Is it the person working on stage or at the register? Nope. Is it the manager who keeps the whole configuration in line? Nah. But that gig is probably significantly more difficult on the pantera side of this metaphor. Is it the person who owns the rights, the merchandise, writes the lyrics or words on the sign? The people cleaning up at the end of the day? Another gig that probably aint no walk in the park.

Is it the fans and or shoppers that make the whole thing hostile? Again, not at all. None of these things or individual people can be pinpointed as being either dollar general or pantera. Yet the thing exists and has a personality of its own, a particular goal that it is working toward, making it alive and its awake, animated, and doing things as a whole, like a flock of birds or a school of fish that all move simultaneously as one. All of the individual moving parts act together to make one larger thing. Again, probably more difficult job on the pantyhre side of dysphasic of Pisces.

It is an inception of animated character, and that is what we are all the way up and all the way down. Oh, wait a second. The hindu thing. It’s turtles all the way up and turtles all the way down. That’s how they made allegory for it. Right? I I should have used the Ninja Turtles franchise as an example instead of the dollar general. Well, you can think of your own. It’s how it all works. Literally all of it. So translate that concept over to the you yourself, the flock of birds that you call I. Many physicists now believe that the entire universe might be a single neural network.

Likewise, as above, so below. Dunk number one, babe. It would only make sense that the same is happening on our microcosmic level inside of our skull. What better a perfect breeding ground for these so called spirits to not only take residence, but to multiply by bouncing and overlapping with each other like the ripples in our pond. Allegory. Even though you are, you still have drastically dynamic waverings of character. That one thing that you said that one time that you would have never thought you would say and kind of wish you could take back. It came to you in a moment of heat and chaos inspired by something dormant.

Or that joke you made at the company meeting that had everyone roaring with laughter. It came popping into your head as such a quick spike of inspiration. The one time that you gently picked up a bug to put it outside and then you didn’t even throw it out into the yard. You placed him down in the grass after naming him Timothy. But a different time, you spatter smacked the slime out of a little beetle just for trying to get across the kitchen, not even taking the time to ask him his name or what he did for a living.

His name was Buttry James Butle the Beatle. And youll be paid for both deeds. Your brain holds memory and stacks them into neat and tidy packets of illusion. Illusion that you are the same person that you were ten years ago and that that person is only one person. It is a side effect of memory. If you were to somehow bring utter stillness to the mind, however, and be the empty vessel that is filled to the brim with this multitude of so called spirits, you might be able to observe those very spirits within without accidentally being them for once.

This is certainly the nature of Zen and possibly loosely, the entire point of finding mental stillness. We should make a shirt that says mental and then stillness, not illness. That would be a neat piece of merchandise. Oh yeah, slash out the not illness, right? The s and the t would be in rainbow or whatever. Yeah, gold. Alright, cool. We might actually, I mean, that’s a joke in the script, but that mental illness is like lead color, right? Lead and gold. Oh my God. All right, we’re doing that. Thoughts are never still, never at rest. But the observer is.

When the observer can observe without identifying as one of these multiple characteristics, it becomes that much easier to change them, to regulate them, to be shepherd of them, to harness the ones that you like and release the ones that do harm or use them as a shadow weapon. Up to you. Is that, is that how it is in Solomon? He can summon his own demons, but nothing, not objective ones. They were his. Damn. See, dude, it’s all like all of it within. You might be surprised as to what kind of naturally occurring realizations you have while undistracted knowledge that could be turned into real wisdom.

If we look at the nuggets of gnosis that our prehistoric man of our intro had, ones that we have finally come to, maybe come around to understanding today, we can clearly see how utterly different reality would be if we did not identify with the plethora of beings that we are inhabited with. Our prehistoric man of the intro had an empty cup that was primed and ready for downloads. Spheres within spheres, realms within realms, worlds within worlds, persons within persons. This is the non form shape of reality. The universe might have a definitive shape, but reality is the shape that we determine it to be.

We are the programmers of it in an absolute kind of way, and that’s no allegory. To give a semi rational perspective of that to the logical left side of the brain, it is worth noting that scientists are completely undecided as to whether or not all matter in the universe was created all at once, or if it continues to be created. I wonder if matter ever got created in the first place. Either way, we don’t know where that matter comes from, and likewise we dont know where these so called spirits come from either. Did we make the whole thing up just last Thursday? Whos to say? I know I certainly am not.

But I do know that those are the cards we are dealt. And just like any game of cards, the numbers we are given might be a good hand or a bad hand. Those hands, or circumstances are temporary. They come and they go. They are secondary to skill, because what wins the larger game at whole is your poker face. That is to say, how you respond to it, how you react to it, is secondary to the way you see it. And the way you see it is secondary to your thoughts. Each follows the other in a vortex chain like the tree of life.

Shape that, although divine, is still bound to the hermetic law of correspondence and cause and effect. Unlike the cards in your hand, the thoughts in your head are like the ripples in the pond, rippling out in every direction. They are the only real reality and they are shared with everyone in your company, within or without. Let’s just try to make sure that our company doesn’t dictate our thoughts. Walking down the same road that I paved I got lost along the way on the crystal sea pain but this way is impossible. Raining from the same map that I wrote that does not take me home our look is fight for bones but this way is impossible.

You see me as a stranger when I walk by the but I seen you negate me without a breathing as I pass by? Cause I tell you was raised where I can never stay. I love to stay at bay. Cause this place is perpetual? Working the same math that I show that keeps me alone. I love this kilful ghost but this place is perpetual? You see me as a stranger when I was rhyme and I saved you they gave me without a brain as I pass by? Cause I am show me the way to be free just to be.

Cause I’ve been the tool to penetrate seem to generate to satisfy your needs. So give me pain, give me grace to show me how to see that I have a sleep.
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